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2009-06-08T12:23:00.001+08:00

okay. so when did the publish post function become full screen? or did my firefox just screw the whole script up?

lol ok i suddenly realised this. that if i keep up blogging, my english grammar or whatever wont deprove. like lol. its true. somehow when i start blogging everything correct starts coming out. yesterday at the class outing, at mind cafe, i spoke some weird things that were not even considered to be english, and i noticed some of our classmates had screwed up english coming out also! but lol maybe thats just coz we dont bother and we could speak good enlgish whenever we wanted to. but lol its true that prolonged exposure to lousy english makes one's own become DODO. ok i keep using but lol.

so yeah we met up with rae and beany yesterday! pity the others couldnt come or else it would've been fun. haha it was a crazy 3 plus hours at mind cafe yesterday with loads of fun. there was some game we payed called snorta, first time playing it, and u had to make animal sounds to clear your cards (basically). so yeah it was total gibberish the whole game coz all the way we made sounds like HEE HEE HAW(mine), meow meow, hoot hoot, and the classic MOO. lol poor chun he shud have added more syllables coz he only used moo and all we had to do was say moo first to clear our cards. hmm i'm lazy to explain the instructions but u just have to say your opponent's animal sounds to clear ur cards if the cards match. like LOL yuzhuo used sss sss but glen kept getting it wrong. it was dam funny coz its sth like 1. yuzhuo plays card. ang plays card. glen plays card(SAME CARD!). glen reacts first. glen says " HISS HISS". oops wrong sound. so yuzhuo was like COCK-A-DOO! and glen was like =.= x 100. ok maybe when i explain it its not so funny but yesterady was just hilarious. glen said HISS HISS two times and like LOL. it was even funnier when we struggled to remember each other's animal sounds then just stoned at each other. LOL.

its nice to see the girls after such a long time, and both rae and beany look well! hadnt had such a big gathering in a long time ba, so it was nice. usually its just a few guys going out for a movie and dinner, and yes we're very sick of it. i'm thinking sports would cut it but our class has many sports preferences as well. so yup we'll see how it goes as it we go along. badminton still does the trick though. haha.

and yeah, finally gone through bmt, and finally a CPL now. i'll have to do COS duty from now on i think, its good in that i wont have to do weekends, but what i heard is that they're gonna implement it soon, which totally depletes the purpose of me doing COS because its now perpetually the same as doing duty clerk =.= NO COS DUTY FOR WEEKENDS PLS.

5 more months and i'll ORD, and its really soon. can't wait at all man. when all ORD go to the ORD Bridge at clarke quay take picture k! loool there's a ORD Bridge at clarke quay if y'all didnt noe. ya its called ORD Bridge. the name is ORD. lawl. ok.

haha i'll sign off here. sports for class outing ftw! ORD LOH!

2009-05-03T15:51:00.000+08:00

WOAH HOHO.

fun weekend indeed. went for badminton on friday with the dudes, and after that watched x men. surprisingly the movie felt super fast although it was an hour and 40 mins. and lol wolverine looks super buff. forgot the actor's name lol. haha. we were talking about screentime after the movie, and we realised a few people only came out for like a few seconds in the whole movie. thats quite hilarious. like emma frost, total screen time not more than 5 min? sad. but good enough for new actors like her in the industry ba.

yesterday was another stone day lol. dling all my anime and watching gossip girl, and going out to nk's house to talk cock at night. we went to play play at like 2 am, play until 4 plus then we went to macs to eat. after that we went back to his house and like slept till 9 plus. ben seck had to leave for church so he left first. jason,nk and me went for breakfast. lol somehow nk's ear had some infection. been hurting for him like 2 days. he just went to a & e today to take some medcine, hope he recovers soon!

dam funny, these days we've been going out and the words "ord loh" keep popping up. like blablabla atec then ORD LOH, or blablabla stocktake then ORD LOH. or mc then ORD LOH. LOL. half a year more babes. so hangggg in there!

hahahahaha.

2009-04-19T19:13:00.000+08:00

booking in now!

first time in my life not dreading book in. tekong recourse is truly fun. i got to meet nice friends and nice people. and LOL its totally too fun to be true.
haha really got to go now cya all next weekend!

2009-04-12T03:46:00.002+08:00

hmm. weekends just pass too fast. if only weekdays were that fast. if only we didnt have to serve ns.... if only.. if only..

just came back from pool with yz, eleanor and ben seck. checked out snookerzone and toa payoh central. the tables were good. nice cloth. simonis. and there was a special table there, but its just a match table, and lol they priced it one dollar plus more just to use that table.
think poolfusion uses all of those tables, yeah and i guess that explains the prices at pool fusion.

eating noodles now haha.. just cooked them. hungry =/

think i shouldnt be eating too much these days. its all those extra calories that are causing me to gain weight now. screw the army. now i no mood exercise. CANNOT.

ah well. im in tekong now. the first week of bmt recourse was plagued with admin time and one session of guard duty at the ammo dump. lol glad to say i didnt see anything funny. i wouldnt want to either.

just realised claymore(the manga) has 50 plus new chapters! hoho time to read. and the spring season for anime is now out and lol there's tons of anime to download. sometimes i need to watch anime to destress. im thinking if there were no manga, nice storybooks, or anime to watch, life would be boring as hell. assuming no other activities are interesting. hmm what am i saying. ok nvm.

6 more months to freedom!

how fast. or how slow.

2009-03-29T23:56:00.002+08:00

how fast. or how slow. times flies. glen says its fast. already 1 year plus. i say. its just normal. perhaps even slow. ang says whenever u look back at it its always fast. somehow i couldnt agree more. sometimes its just too fast(like in jc).

somehow. i felt like returning to my blog page today. truth be told, when i saw that the last post was on december the first, kinda felt that i failed myself on this. i dont know. maybe its the laziness, or i just couldnt be bothered. maybe its just me. and yea, maybe i should stop that.

and thats why i think i'm back here now. posting this post. somehow i feel that my blog is actually quite special. somehow. must be the blog address or something. haha. its a nice word. nice meaning too. ang helped me search for it. and yeah when i saw it, it felt good. that was in.. j2 i think.

anqing also told me to update my blog in our emails that we send to each other. haha i guess i will. i think i always use "having no time" as an excuse. i should seriously, stop doing that. in fact i think i have tons of time. im on the com most of the time. i just wonder how come i dont feel like blogging, whenever i think i should. its just seriously ironic. i feel that i should blog, but i dont want to. due to whatever reason. gah.

but yeah im back. hopefully this will last till... whatever the reason maybe. valid or invalid. however i think there is no invalid reason to stop blogging. or rather there is but i feel that there isn't. or the like.

anyway. confessions of a shopaholic. is SERIOUSLY NICE. although it may be sort of a chick flick la, but its SUPER HILARIOUS. the story isnt that bad too. oh guess what i just thought of a reason to blog. to keep my english standard up. i think i've said this tons of times before, but whatever. ARMY DEGRADES YOUR ENGLISH. YES IT DOES. NO MATTER HOW GOOD YOUR ENGLISH IS SOMEHOW TYPOS WILL START OCCURRING AND SOME PEOPLE MAY ACTUALLY FIND IT HARD TO PRONOUNCE SOME WORDS WHICH U ARE NOT SUPPOSED TO EVEN PRONOUNCE WRONGLY.

examples are: procrastinate. my friend pronounced procahchineh. ya just try saying it. and maybe you'll go roflmao. yz is pronouncing exhibition as achchibishen. its not his fault. seriously. its you-know-what's fault. or if he has been telling u about his unit, its you-know-who's fault. fancy how clusters can become castles. woohoo.

alright got to sleep. need to wake up early tmr. i keep telling myself this nightmare will end in a few months, but somehow it seems like forever. hoho. nitey.

ardor and bless.

2008-12-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

THANKS 6C FOR THE CELEBRATION!

i seriously didn't expect it. and special thanks to anqing and chun who planned it and got the present for me. its really heartwarming. i was seriously shocked. its coz usually im the one planning all these and suddenly one comes at me haha.
i was just watching rugby on the tv there, and then i said wa swee did u see that try it was dam nice to glen when suddenly every1 started singing.

i dont know what to say. i feel really lucky to have such a great bunch of friends haha. its really nice. i feel really blessed to be in 6C. lol does this sound too emo or what. i hope everyone gets these kind of birthday surprises too. haha maybe i shall make sure that every1 does hia hia hia! >=)

so yeah. i've been mugging for SATs. its quite crazy coz there are like 10k words to mug. but yeah im doing fine. haha. getting back to mugging again in army, after such a long time, is quite nostalgic.

i'm starting to clear my leave this week so yeah i'll get more time to study too. hopefully i'll do well for SATs. ah well got to book in now! cya all soon!

one year older now, and 2 more years till i can watch R21 movies LOL!!!!

2008-11-28T12:43:00.004+08:00

gah. 1 month not here. hahaha. looking at the tagboard messages really makes me laugh. rofl.

yeah im studying for SATs now, so im not blogging that often. and oh! anqing is back! haha. and then one by one the girls would be back. so yeah its nice. haha. and if y'all still dont know, there'll be no chalet this year. Sort of hard to plan since the guys dont have a fixed date or period that they can be present, and the good chalets are all taken. partly my fault for not planning a bit earlier. But, we're still having a christmas celebration thingy. most prob at beany's house. coz its big. ya. huge in fact. lol.
it'll be like the potluck we had last year. a nice get-together. although we dont have a chalet but then one day together still is quite nice!

2008-10-27T22:56:00.002+08:00

never really felt more like an idiot. cant believe it actually happened, and its due to my utter carelessness. come to think of it, i may have just took many things for granted. many, many things.

i may just brood over it for 2 or 3 days? i dont know, maybe even thats too long. but it wont happen again. never. ever.

screw amorality.

2008-10-20T14:21:00.002+08:00

Gah. I'm on mc. after the 15km run yesterday somehow i got a very bad headache. after that i had fever and bad diarrhoea too. i went to yuehao's house to return some of his stuff, on the way bought some breakfast for the both of us. It was nice of him to let me take a bathe at his house, and we actually watched the second episode of gundam 00 season 2 together. after that i felt so bad i had to go to his bed to lie down. i thought i slept for long, but alas i only knocked out for 1 and a half hours. we went to white sands for lunch then, and after that my dad came to pick me up. think its coz during the run i was super exposed to the sun, then after that got straight into some aircon or something. i havent experienced a headache in a long long time.. and yesterday's one was actually quite bad.

today morning when i woke up i still didnt feel good, so i went to see a doctor. the 24hr clinic downstairs was closed. just so coincidental that they did not have overnight clinic yesterday =.= my dad had to drive me to the one in hougang so i could get my medicine.

i'm feeling quite drowsy now, probably from the medicine. i still a bit weird now everytime i eat, somehow after i eat my stomach always feels very warm and queasy. can sort of feel the gastric juice churning or something. i don't think i ate anything bad, i had only pizza on saturday night. after that didn't eat anything b4 my run. maybe its partly coz of that too.

lol during the run the first 7km was ok, then after that i got freaking tired. thanks to ang and kenneth i actually kept going till the end. so i really have to thank the both of them for pushing me on. they're dam fit. haha. and i think i wanna get fitter so next time when we're running hopefully we can all run together at a faster and more coordinated pace. so yup gotta thank them again (:

been feeling a bit better already after the medicine. but i still have headaches and my body is feeling weak all over. looking forward to the weekend as it'll be a long one woot! and i really hope on this weekend's class outing we'll do something special and different at the same time. going for pool or movies etc is getting boring. but then in singapore there's really nothing much to do eh? well there are the more exciting games like paintball but its expensive. the cheapest i can think of would be a nice planned day at sentosa. sports and chilling. probably lunch? should be cheap enough. lol still cracking my head over this, so yeah hopefully i'll come up with something good.

for class chalet it would most probably be in the last 2 weeks of december. tentative, but those 2 weeks would most probably be the best time for every1. so yea, hopefully every1 can turn up for it.

gotta rest now, feeling quite sleepy. cya all soon!

2008-10-05T12:50:00.002+08:00

gah. so i didn't blog in a long time again. well at least im still doing it :D

army sucks. end of the line. period. moving on..

yesterday, was SUPER fun. well ok maybe not that super, but it still worked out nonetheless although i thought i wouldn't. at first there was a communicational error in which i caused weisong to reach harbourfront too early.. so yup sorry weisong coz thats my fault.. the other guys said they were reaching later so i reached later as well. think i shud have told u a later timing instead of just stating "11 plus" on the msg.. so yup its my fault.

but luckily! we still had a lil bit of time to get to sentosa to play some frisbee! haha. nothing like experiencing the beach. jianzhi and weisong had to leave early and we reached a little late, so i just sponsored them the tics into sentosa. so ya at least i can make it up to them. didn't know that he was leaving early, but its ok coz we still had some fun with the frisbee. after weisong and JZ left there were only me jason yuzhuo eleanor and ngeekiang. dam funny we couldnt decide where to go, so we actually took the train to harbourfront, and took it back to beach station LOL. then me and jason went to bathe while the others waited for us to be done. after that we went straight for dinner at clarke quay. went to settlers cafe! lol first time going there and i have to say most of the games were quite fun. especially theres a game where u have to balance stuff on a plate then the person who makes it fall loses. there's another game called true colours as well where u just find out what ur friends think about u through a series of questions. LOL its freaking fun if the whole class goes there together coz there are games which are freaking funny, retarded and spontaneous. i saw a group of pple just raising there hands and cupping their ears etc, must be some action game. if we all went there together it would be freaking fun!

sian. have to book in today. i have a driving lesson later too but somehow im lazy to go for it. hopefully everything will turn out alright later. i dont ever want to stall the bloody car again. sucks stalling the car. by now i know i shud not stall the car at all already. so yes, NO STALLING THE CAR TODAY. i wanna go to the circuit to hands on the parking and S shape course etc. looks challenging and i think i have to control the clutch well to do those circuits. SO YES I WANNA GO TO THE CIRCUIT!

dont know what will happen the next weekend, i wanna go out but there's not many pple left in sg. haha think i shudnt worry coz it'll all work out in the end (:

2008-09-16T18:11:00.003+08:00

lol just realised i havent been blogging for the last two weeks. army has been the usual - its stupid.

went for my second driving lesson last friday! lol quite exciting. i actually got my PDL already so i can drive on the roads, so my instructor said i could drive around sengkang. we were driving around the anchorvale area, and we actually drove past my house as well haha. FUN. some roads there were more cars, some there were less. anchorvale area there has almost zero cars, coz like its quite ulu. not the built up area, the area around anchorvale CC. talk about the CC, it looks very nice! from the outside it looks as if there are many facilities inside available for use.. and its so near my house (: there were four tall towers of flood lights, so ya i think there should be a track too? im not sure, didnt really see that clearly. but if there's a track and field then it would be some marvelous CC. WOOT.

Out of all the driving lessons that i've had, nothing has been really a problem except the part where i engage the first gear and slowly move off. the moving off part has been really giving me a problem. 90% of the time my car just keeps jerking when it moves off.. sometimes very bad, sometimes not that bad. the control of the accel for me isn't really perfect yet. frigging hell, and its like sort of the most important part of driving. i asked my friends in camp and they said its normal to have that kinda problem coz they had it too. but argh i wanna get rid of it as fast as possible. if i keep this up how do i get my driving license as quick as possible ><

these few weeks in camp made me realise how long i haven't been playing pool. was running around the track yesterday, and after running we actually walked past the enlistee's corner of 4SAB. its not my unit, but i went in to ask if it was an all rank mess, so ya the guy inside playing pool said yes. once i saw the pool table i so felt like playing pool.. so i was thinking maybe can just wear the normal admin shirt, then although not my unit's mess just come in and play LOL. i told my friend that he said ok la maybe we come next time. HURRAY. i mean ok la my unit has a mess but then it has a rule that says an officer must be with u in order to use the mess =.= i dont know what kind of rule is that, but rules are rules right =/

and woot, looking forward to this weekend where we're all gonna play tennis and other sports in school! so yeahhh its gonna be fun. haha 2 weeks ago we were trying out tennis and we kinda got the hang of it, so maybe this time we'll play at a faster pace or something. haha.

oh! that reminds me. i went to see rae off on the day she left, and WOW was the place posh. her farewell was held at a place called jetquay. its at changi airport, and i bet most of you all dont even know such a place existed. i didn't until i went there lol. the slogan for it was "a dunno what for the elite" or something. forgot exactly what it said, but its called the CIP terminal as well, which stands for commercially important people. the whole place was so posh, there were huge comfortable sofas, and a counter which serves u juice, coffee and even alcohol if you'd like. like WOW. i met rae's parents and told them the place was very posh, they just laughed it off lol. haha.. ah well all the best to rae and her studies! i went to search up on edinburgh and i realised its the capital of scotland lol. and edinburgh Uni is actually quite renowned in the country, not to mention higher in rankings than a few ivy league unis.

hmm alright think i'll sign off here.. totally looking forward to the weekend!

raining cats and dogs

2008-09-03T18:01:00.011+08:00

okay somehow these days it has been raining quite heavily? not sure if it happens in your area but it happens at my camp and even in sengkang, which are like miles apart, so maybe the whole singapore is experiencing this rainy spell. i wanted to go run during my nights off today but looks like i can't already. hmm im looking out of my window now and the rain seems to have slowed to a slight drizzle. ah well its still not nice to run in wet weather or wet conditions, my shoes are bad on slippery ground and the whole dampness just dampens your feelings when you're running. lol maybe its just me but i totally don't like running in wet weather.

i'm the usual in camp, just doing my job in the army till i can actually stop doing it. the past weekend i took an off on friday, just to rest and slack. lol sounds like vest and slack, but whateva. yeah.. and on saturday a few of us went out to catch a movie. Haven't seen glen like in a few weeks, and finally he could meet up so yeah. nk, bk, were also there to catch the movie, and after that managed to meet jianzhi and benseck. and i still cannot imagine how i ended up watching wall-e. lol all of us admitted that the trailer was very lame and childish looking. but in the end we still watched it, and surprisingly i found it quite nice. lol. the wall-e strikes back. really, the storyline was good and it was quite a meaningful movie to watch. the animation was quite spectacular.

after that we went to comex to check out all the stuff there, i was thinking of getting a cam while nk was more interested in the macbook air. bk was looking at laptops i think. after comex we went for dinner at a restaurant beside the fountain(comex was at suntec). we were talking about going for a drink since afternoon, and at night when every1 met up we all didnt mind going, so ya we went for a drink. lol first time visiting chijmes and i didn't expect it to look like it did. quite a nice place and there were many different pubs there, some offering huge screens to watch the EPL and relax, some just quieter and are nicer venues to chill and hang out. also saw a cafe/pub called maid cafe, where all the waitresses were dressed like maids. kinky~!
we didn't stay there for long, think we left at around 1145pm, took night rider home and that was it. took some pictures of the drinks. haha. dunno la somehow i find all the drinks that pubs serve just looking visually pleasing. ok maybe they have to be coz its supposed to make you wanna drink it o.o

bk brought us to a pub called La Viva. the sofas there were super comfortable! haha can sleep one. that day nk wanted to have a christian name for himself, coz he said that way the people at his unit would recognize him better. LOL thought of many nice and funny names for him but in the end i think he decided on quite a nice one. I'm not sure which one or whether he's using it as yet, so you should go ask him yourself. haha.

oh! and im going for SMU CHALLENGE THIS WEEKEND! the goal for everyone is to cycle a certain distance in 36 hours. if i didnt remember wrongly its 15000km. haha. cooooooool just keep cycling on static bikes. good training too xD quite excited about it sounds kinda interesting and we're cycling at plaza sing atrium lol. think everyone will be looking and their faces will go WoW. quite looking forward to friday actually. my second driving lesson. hopefully i don't rev up the engine till its too loud or something. haha. cya all soon =)

ok in order of the pictures posted from top down:
Bk's peach sangria.
My peach daiquiri.
Ben seck's tequila sunrise.
nk's and jz's corona extra and hoegaarden beer respectively. they felt like drinking beer that day so yeah. i found the corona extra quite nice, not so thick and its easy on the throat. lol first time for me finding beer nice. those beer are good stuff, not like tiger beer lols.
5.and finally all the drinks taken together!

2008-08-23T13:02:00.002+08:00

hooooo! tmr is AHM. haha first run in my life. hopefully i'll do well for it, clock some nice timing. A lot of the guys are runnin, if not not wrong almost every1 guy in S06C is running. i realized haven't organised outing for 2 weeks already. Lol i sometimes i just have no time to i guess, so some may come so sudden, like on the day itself xD im sure all of u have experienced that before. Lol. Feel like going back to school to play sports or go to sentosa to chill. may plan these for next week? or shall we just go for movies? lool. we keep doing almost the same things again and again, so lol maybe next time lets go zoo or bird park O.O anyway bird park quite near OCS and PLC right LOL. and most of the guys are there!

been a crazy week in camp for me, had stocktaking for the whole week, and all those things to settle hear and there, i think its the busiest week that i've ever experienced just yet, but i think it'll get worse in Oct when there's another worse stocktaking. the one coming up they are more strict and will check everything. =.=

just went to watch space chimps last sat with ang, and LOL it was funny. seriously. there's one part i kept laughing for like 30 secs or something, freaking long ahhahahaa. there's this cute little thing called Killawahooheeha dunno what. LOL. not really sure how to spell it but when she (its a she) said it, its freaking funny. LOL LA SHIT IM LAUGHING NOW just thinking of it. haha.

AH well i heard there's a movie called hunting party which is quite nice, the description of the movie looks interesting too and some US magazines gave it quite high ratings, so ya we should catch it cause its a thriller AND i haven't seen richard gere act in a movie for very long. his white hair still looks stylish as ever.

i just went for my first ever driving lesson yesterday. I stalled the engine twice! nooooo. first time i accidentally released the clutch, then the whole car jerked. lawl. second time forgot why. but they happened one after the other. and i didnt know the car accel and brake were so sensitive. seriously. u so cannot step on them like you are playing an arcade game, you'll totally commit suicide. i didnt do that, but its still dam sensitive. a little bit only and it goes up to 1k plus rev and the car is moving already. sickness. After the lesson i asked the teacher how i faired and asked whether the progress was slow, he said no cause first time drivers always have this problem of controlling the accel and brake. the brake is ok, i still can manage not braking so hard but the accel makes u want to step the whole thing la. i think its the after effects of playing too much Outrun and Initial D. WOOT. but no u cannot drive like that on the road coz you will 100 percent guarantee plus chop that u will DIE. i was on 2k rev plus the car was rushing forward already. didn't really take not of the speedometer but i think it was about 30 km/h or something. Can't imagine how stressful it is driving on the road i guess. but lol i'll get over it! must drive the real way, no more arcade way. lol i scared drive too much real way go arcade step accel a little bit then the arcade car dont move lawl. then waste money o.O

anyway, here's the trailer of space chimps if u haven't seen it! i cant find the killawahooheeha clip on youtube haha.

2008-08-10T14:51:00.003+08:00

book in day again! sian!
i'm quite excited that my driving lessons are starting soon!just 2 weeks more and yay i'll get to drive. FUN. i'm watching the olympics now with my family haha, dam fun, watching basketball. Me and my dad both love the sport, so ya in a sense its kinda male bonding LOL. my mum is watching too, and wow men's basketball sure is exciting. I was watching women's basketball yesterday and there was so much falling down here and there that it was sian. Im not bias or anything, and i'm not a MCP, but then really, there was too much this and that already.

I went back to watch national day celebration last thursday, and it was awesome. Superb in fact, because the whole performance was impromptu as they had to move all the performances into the hall due to it raining heavily outside. Quite sad coz all the nicenice equipment that they had, including large powerful speakers that can blast u away, had to be kept away, so no more good and nice sound and music. Actually i went partly to watch my dear sister perform as well. She's in street dance, and haha i think she danced pretty well! nice one sis! haha she even asked me whether while she was dancing did she look nuanua etc, so i just told her my honest comments, and she looked quite happy after that LOL. dam cute. hahahaha.

i went to watch world cyber games with ang on friday! the national champs for cs were team Xqr. Short for Exsequor gaming. Lol for the cs players they would know. Both teams in the national finals were from team xqr, the main team, and the Xqr-AG team. Quite sad coz the AG team got thrashed, coz last year the AG team actually won for singapore the gold medal in the asian finals. but i was thinking maybe that's coz the main team didn't take part? pple were asking where were the other big cs teams in singapore, but sad to say no one ever knows where they are. Quite fun on that day too, me and ang got to play all the racing xbox games etc, and there were F1 racing consoles and u could get into the hud of the F1 car simulator to drive. Me and ang didnt do it coz the queue was too long, but we did get into the so called drivers seat like those in the arcade to play Project Gotham Racing 4. LOL the steering was seriously violent, turn abit only the whole car lurch. After 2 rounds kinda got the hang of it, but then it was still crazy driving lol.

Yesterday's class outing was nice. We watched journey to the centre of the earth. I was actually afraid that it would be some lousy movie like the mummy, but no, it was actually a very nice movie. And the graphics were actually quite nice! i was afraid the dinosaur or whatever thingy would look fake, but nope it was perfectly fine. The storyline was nice as well, not the mention the pretty actress that was acting in the movie lol. Seriously pretty. haha. i think her name is Anita something.. can't really remember. oh well maybe i should try to google it.

Singapore bay run coming soon! need to run more now, coz i'm afraid on that day i cock up then run slowly lol. Intensive running for the win. lool. hopefully can complete 10km by 1 hour, otherwise seriously quite slow. or maybe 1 hour is slow already. should run faster. But aiya my first run, summore i'm taking part in the non -competitive one, so maybe should relax a bit? see how la, most prob i would wanna complete in 50 minutes if possible. Those crazy professional competitors can finish in 35 mins or something i heard. and thats totally imba. haha. Going to collect the accessories pack this weekend, hopefully they give a nice shoebag xD white in colour would be nice.

OH and after dinner yesterday we went to pool at monstercue! havent been back to the place since a long time ago and it really brings back memories. the uncle there is still ever the nicest, and it really reminds me of the time when i went there to play in sec 3 and 4. The cues, balls and tables there were still as awesome as they were a few years ago. and i can see that the shop actually changes its equipment frequently. they didnt have training cue balls 3 years ago, but now they do ^^
AND after pooling we actually played photohunt at the photohunt machine in the shop! lol i think we played from 1135 to like near 12 o clock. HAHA dam funny. NO LIFE FOR HALF AN HOUR LOL. BUT IN THE END WE WON OK. HIGHEST SCORE ON THE MACHINE. 2.3 MILLION. TOTAL OWNAGE.
MEMBERS THAT TOOK PART IN THE NO LIFE ACTIVITY WERE: Me, Xuan Ang, Yu Zhuo, Eleanor, Cai Jing and Ben Seck. TEAM 07S06CI. CI coz eleanor from class 6I, so ya.
OWNAGE MAN. NO LIFE FOR THE WIN.

after that we rushed to the mrt station, but then once we stepped in they announced no more mrt train! haha dam funny, like once we step in, felt the nice air con, wanted to go down the escalator, then.. "pls be informed that the last train has already left the station and the station is closing soon," or something like that. LOL. so we went to 7-11 to get some drinks, and headed home. ang took bus i think, CJ took taxi, YZ took his dad's car, Ben seck got the bus, and eleanor's dad was nice to fetch me home as we stay quite near each other. HAHA such a fun day la, and its awesome man. totally fun.

And beany is leaving singapore already! so i'd like to wish her all the best. Must take take care of yourself beany! US food shud be quite nutritious so i think you'll have a healthier lifestyle there? otherwise ur family members will complain u are too skinny again xD

haha k i go watch olympics liao. cya all soon, like next weekend! lol.

shaking the laziness off

2008-08-03T21:50:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling ambivalent, and i don't know why. But one thing i know is that i need to shake the laziness i'm feeling off. I've gotten lazier and lazier since i started army, maybe its what it does to people, or maybe its just me. I just feel that its no excuse to become as lazy as what i am now, so i'm very tired and sick of it. That laziness has caused me to delay some things that i want to do, and i want it to be jolly well gone from today onwards.

So, i signed up for my Final theory test and driving lessons today! HURRAH i can start my drving lessons soon, and the first one is in this month! yeah baby. I signed up at the Kovan branch if ComfortDelGro Driving centre, and what surprised me was that the instructor actually meets me up at sengkang and drives me to UBI first for my lesson. thats super cool man. haha. And after the 2nd lessons i'll be driving to the centre in UBI on my own. Nothing like progressing fast. Sooner i master the skills the sooner i get my license the better.

Was watching day after tomorrow on tv just now, and iw as wondering whether ice age would really happen to us. Somehow we're just using resources so quickly i wonder when it will really just finish. I read before that in 2050 or something the world will screw up, so come to think of it its really kinda scary. the popping up of more alternative sources of energy etc around the world these days.. i think it would be sort of a relief that someone is doing something about this situation.

went to pool and movie yesterday. Watched the mummy. the trailer seemed nice, but the movie turned out to be so corny and crappy that it turned into some lame comedy. the action was there though, but the way the ang moh speaks chinese makes the whole cinema laugh. Maybe its just us la, coz we know how to speak chinese. From lets say a American's or European's point of view it may even look cool o.O oh well. i don't think primetime morning gave it one star for nothing xD

Hmm.. somehow i've been thinking about whether SMU is the right choice for me. There's just this feeling that studying at NUS or NTU would seem to be a better choice. For some reason. I'll try applying next year again and see what i'll get. SMU Econs to me is a very nice course, and i think the job prospects would be wonderful. But somehow i think i wanna try to apply again for NTU-NBS and to NUS. Somehow i think the business course may suit me better. We'll see how it goes then! I didn't really put my first few choices for NTU properly this year, so i think i'll give it one more try next year.

Okay i got to book back into camp now, and lol i can expect myself to have monday blues tmr again. I always do, unless maybe after i ORD. LOL. okay see you all soon!

2008-08-01T14:51:00.002+08:00

YAY ON OFF TODAY. loool. camp life is not bad now. working out, exercising, and then coming home to relax and spend time with my family. been into some anime lately so i've been watching quite alot. been watching youtube etc often too. Somehow i'm feeling like i'm hanging in the middle now. not the time for studying yet, but also not doing what i'm supposed to do to at the same time. i dont know how to put it, but being in army is like, some transition phase or something. got to go through this tunnel, so that i can continue from jc life to uni life, u noe? like hmm.. for nucleophilic substitution 1 u have to form the middle product first to form the the last one. haha.. why and how did i think of chem as an example i do not know.

nothing much these days actually. just that somehow now i have a huge urge to go out tmr. like the super need to experience civilian life. movies, sentosa, come what may. lol im prepared to take it all in. HAHA. dont know why suddenly this weekend i'm so enthu about outing. lool. maybe its coz i watch too many youtube videos that are too engrossed and related with civilian life already.

anyway there are just some videos that are so nice to watch. LIKE THESE 3. really, i think i they are the best videos ever on youtube i suppose.high entertainment value and lots of fun!

these 3 videos should be watched 1 by 1, from top to bottom. performances of the group from auditions to semifinals to finals in Britain's Got Talent. ITS SUPER COOL THE WAY HE DANCES. dam nice. theres another vid which is nice as well, about a 14 year old kid who dances and won the comp this year. hmm maybe i shud put it up too.

and woo he's a dam good dancer. Like phenomenal. and he's so young and he dances even better than other older dancers.

haha can't get enough of nice vids and shows around the world. its quite touching to see the kid win too! dam talented i say. ah well. going to pool soon with yuzhuo, and i realised the class hasnt gone for pool together in quite a long time. hopefully for tmr there will be quite an amount of pple for sentosa, otherwise i think we'll just go out normally or something i guess. lool watching those vids just make me feel so motivated. dam nice!

wup.

2008-07-24T19:27:00.002+08:00

woot. me-sa is back afterz one week. nice of my new QM to give nights off today till tmr morning so here i am! im using my dad's laptop now, bah my com screwed up again, i so want a new com but i realised that if i build a new one dont think i'll use it much anyway, and its not like i have some super intensive graphics sapping game to play, so hmm maybe a new hard disk will suffice. bleh we'll see how it goes during the weekend.

well im actually here because my whole branch may have to go back to camp on a saturday. we screwed up on some spot check so as sort of a punishment we have to return to camp on saturday due to our superior wanting to check on how we are doing with the stores etc. My QM trying to fight for us for the check to be on tmr, and i really hope it will happen tmr, so we dont have to come back on saturday. ahh but then it doesnt seem that hopeful that i wont have to return to camp, so im all prepared to wake up early in the morning on saturday again =.=

so so, talking about timbre, the people who were there were me, glen, ngeekiang and rae only. haha, i expected one or two more people though but its alright. first time i went there, so yup it was a really good experience for me i have to say, and the place and ambience felt really good so i guess its a thumbs up for me if there is another timbre outing. Its quite a large place, maybe about the size of our class room times 5? or maybe larger. Its open air, so yup we get to enjoy the breeze and view from the pub. from what i heard the drinks at timbre are considered expensive, but i thought it was alright i guess, or maybe it was just cause it was my first time there. i actually took some pics of the drinks that we ordered, actually only took 2 la, will post it this weekend i guess. the drinks look really nice, just a pity its such a small glass =P
so yup first round of drinks me and rae ordered Blue Lagoon, glen ordered China Blue and ngeekiang ordered Tom Collins. Woot, nice names eh? makes u want to drink them in one gulp! but nooooo, coz its such a small glass u got to slowly savour it. we were quite hungry so we got a pizza too, and we randomly picked one flavour. i think it was er, some spicy chicken something. it was nice though, a good size, and its cheaper than any pizza u can find outside for the size, think the pizza was 17 bucks. so ya my drink was 14, glen's i think 15, ngeekiang's was 15 too i guess. it wasn't happy hour then, coz during happy hour they charge five dollars lesser for all drinks, then some they charge even cheaper. so after a round of talking the live band came up to perform, really nice too. they played a few familiar songs, cant really remember them now. we got quite nice seats actually, it was a place for four that was nearest to the singapore river, so ya we had an excellent view of the whole riverside and also of the city beyond. very nice! =D u see, u all shud just have came, so nicee. and come to pub doesnt mean have to drink u noe, experience experience! so yup after we talked summore we decided to order another 2 drinks to share, and they are Black Widow and something that tasted lime-like. it was really nice, and the china blue was nice too, super nice lychee drink. So yup after sitting for a while more we went off from there liao. It was quite a crazy day for me, coz after that i went straight to JAM. yes. jamming at 2am. we left timbre at 11. then me hongrui and yuehao walked around and chatted till 2am and went to jam. Lol by that time all sleepy like dunno what already, but we suddenly just had that urge so we went. hahaha. kinda crazy la, but i doubt we'll do it again xD so yup b4 that we walked back to the mrt together and saw NK and Glen off. I saw Rae off coz she took taxi.

Ah it was a nice day. and talking about nice day last saturday's movie-after-movie marathon couldnt get any better. There was me, ang, glen, ngeekiang, and boonkiat. B4 that we went for a nice dinner at Ajisen, lol i just randomly thought of it and everyone said OK. so ya it was a good change of place for dinner otherwise the usual fast food or food court will be super boring food. BK helped us get tickets for hellboy, so yeah we watched the 750 one, and then we ended at about 1015 there. after that ang went home coz he wanted to go to the charity run at toa payoh stadium on sunday morning. so NK told us that he's already going taiwan this weekend, and he wants to spend the last weekend in sg well u see. SO, we decided to watch the dark knight. like yeah not bad my first time watching 2 movies in a row. OK heres the good part! we actually went to ask the timings and seats for the dark knight 2 times, so the best was 4th row from the front, but the bad thing is that the movie is at 1 am which is quite late so glen didnt really want it. we asked for the 1235 am one and they said its 2 rows from the front. so after we decided we heck care just watch the 1am one, then we asked, then 4th row just taken i think, then only left 2nd row, so we said aiya 1235am, la, then the lady at the counter said:" 1040 want? have seats." it was 1040 then, so we asked if the movie had started the lady said no, it was still commercials and adverts. so we asked what were the seats, she said:"2nd row from the.." i was expecting the words from the front. she said. "2nd row from the back". we all were stunned for about 2 to 3 secs. then glen said, HUH 2nd row from the back? OK OK! then we all were like WOOT 2nd row from the back WTH! then we all knew la then someone cancelled the reservation and we were so super lucky to be right at the moment to take the 4 seats. JUST NICE. SUPER GOOD VIEW OF THE DARK KNIGHT MOVIE, and i enjoyed it totally. heath ledger is such a great actor, and its just such a pity that he passed away. the way he acted as the joker in the show was just awesome. i recommend the movie to ALL. its really super nice.

chatting online now, going to do some housework soon haha, help to fold the clothes. hope every1 is fine and dandy, and i hope i wont have to return to camp on sat so i can have the day free and maybe we'll have an outing too. cya all soon (:

2008-07-17T11:56:00.002+08:00

sick. fever and food poisoning! ahhhh. but im feeling much better than from when i started. haven't had fever in a long long time, and boy it doesnt feel good. lool. doc said it was caused by food poisoning. so i was thinking maybe its the sambal mussels i ate on monday? they tasted quite raw although all of it looked super cooked to me. gah.

booking in tonight, and then booking out tmr lol. friday mah =D and YAY RJC track guys won first and girls won second. so hurray and gratz to the team! woohoo.

feeling quite bored now, been enjoying some books, but up till now still can't get the fact out of m y head that its still ONE YEAR PLUS more till ORD. somehow i think its all too crazy, but if most of the guys can last till then, then why can't I right? but to think of the agony all the guys went through, just crazy.

really hoping that i can turn back time now. maybe i'll just correct all the routes i've taken, then who knows what i'll be doing now. but then we should look forward and not back right? i mean its true that dwelling ont he past won't get u anywhere. so maybe i'll just draw from the past and not make stupid mistakes or whatever anymore.

anyway, weekend is coming! WOOT. can't wait to relax and catch some nice mooovies.

woot

2008-07-12T13:21:00.003+08:00

okay. so i'm going to timbre tonight. its the first time. so i'm gonna use a word to describe it. WOOT. lool. hopefully its a good experience, although i think the timbre we're going(at substation) has no live band but the one at dunno where, has a live band. but then they are all close to city hall, so glen will bring us there yay. hopefully we go to the one with live band!

I've never been to any pub or club or whatsoever b4, so yeah tonight will be the first time that i get to see whats it like. think every place would be different, i wonder if these places will give people the comfortable feeling when they are there, or maybe they'll just give some feeling that its a noisy and messed up place or whatever. haha.

SO yup, im on course now and its gonna end in 4 days time. After that its back to unit and stay in life T_T. somehow these 2 weeks of stayout has brought me to realise how stayout is REALLY a blessing. but oh well.

Been reading lately, i want to finish the books that i've left hanging halfway, and i'm on the last book of the High Druid of Shannara series, so yup got to finish fast coz the story is quite exciting. Been wanting to read the Diablo series books as well coz the game is coming out, D3, so yeah want to know more of the whole story rather than just from the games only. Somehow an attractive storyline is super attractive to gamers like me.

I havent touched the drum set for very long, partly due to time constraints, so i've been watching a lot of videos lately. Currently i'm very amazed by thomas lang. His stick tricks are crazy and i like the way he plays very much. lol i can't say how crazy it is so y'all got to see for yourselves. MY IDOL. and he has an AWESOME sense of humour. haha.

a game of tag

2008-07-02T20:54:00.008+08:00

k so beany tagged me. quote "since im so sadistic i shall tag u as well" unquote. LOL. fine then so i'll just play along and answer these questions :P

Rules:
* People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
* Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse.
* These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people!

(may sound like those spam email, but dis one more fun if it ended up in ppl's blog..)

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I'll find out why first. There always has to be a reason. Then if i decide its really not worth my time to salvage the relationship(if its possible) i'll just break up with her.

2. If you can have dreams come true, what would they be?
A nice family. Nice job, good salary, and having enough time to spend with all my family and friends and also for my own hobbies. To be exact it would be a carefree and happy life with no troubles whatsoever.

3. What will your dream wedding be like?
Hmm.. overseas? In a nice Countryside church.. well furnished.. all my friends and family are there. Nice food and sunny weather! around the church would be a nice forest, the place secluded yet not so secluded, where one could have his or her own celebrations without any outside influence. Kids running around the church etc. haha wow is that too much?

4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
A little bit. Right now army seems to sap all my energy away and i'm still pondering why am i even serving the army. Think many people are still thinking of that too. Other than that, i've kinda set my goals for my future already, and i'll just make the best of it now so that i'll benefit in the future.

5. What’s your ideal lover like?
She doesn't need to be extremely pretty. I think as long as i think she's pretty. Got to be caring, cheerful, knows how to take care of her time so that both of us can benefit in our relationship and spend as much time as possible together. Studious too i guess? She needs to know where she's going.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Hmm. 50-50. finding the one true love is very rare, and to know that in your heart you have found that someone is truly a blessed thing. Its like finding a perfectly shaped jewel to put be socketed into the special shape of your heart. being loved is of course a wonderful thing as well. Its super marvelous in fact, coz to know that you're being loved is a very great feeling that everyone would want to feel, its like knowing that the love from that someone will never go away. whee.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
I don't know. I think it really depends. If they say love can be kindered from nothing it shouldn't be something unreliable. Waiting too long wouldn't be something that i want. If i was waiting to meet someone in my life i really love and really can find myself spending my whole life with her, then maybe i'll just keep waiting until i get find that i can't wait any longer. haha. but not too long.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
I'll see how she's doing. Most probably i'll just give up on it and move on. But if i find that she's still the one then we'll see how it goes.

9. Is there anything that’s made you unhappy these days?
Uh huh. ARMY? u can say that again! ARMY. lol. and the girls are leaving singapore. like its quite sad every1 is going here and there, but of course its a good thing for them so i'm not supposed to feel that down. Its just that we won't be seeing them for a long time.

10. Is being tagged fun?
Okay la. i haven't done this in a long time, the last time was prolly last year. not bad la lets u reflect a bit. haha.

11. How do you see yourself in ten years time?
hmm. working in a job that i want, having a great relationship. finding the finer things in life and enjoying life to the fullest. Being a really the person that i really want to be, being a happy person as well that knows my own goals and striving for it.

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
My family and friends.

13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
She's a very nice person! hmmm how do i put it, she's very innocent to some things, but she's actually quite mature in some other things. very hardworking, quite cute. she's very cheerful too. hmm shes a bit blur though XD

14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
AIYA why the question so like that. MEDIUM RICH and MARRIED.

15. What’s the first thing you do every morning?
Wake up from bed wishing i can sleep more.

16. Would you give it all in a relationship?
Yup.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
I think the question is saying that if both people have the qualities i look for and i'm interested in both as well. hmmm. I'll just pick the one that i will love more and feel more comfortable with when doing everything with her, coz i think its quite a duh choice in these situations.

18. What type of friends do you like?
uh. AIYA. Very hard to say. I like the friends that i like. hmm. friends that are willing to listen, willing to share. Friends that can really understand what i'm going through, friends that really care.

19. What type of friends do you dislike?
Insensitive and selfish i suppose. i dunno.

i will tag....

1. Xuan Ang
2. Angie
3. Ben Seck
4. Caijing
5. Hong Rui
6. Jing Zhou
7. Man Quan
8. Wan Ting

okay its done. whoosh. I'm on course now, so its stayout, so i should enjoy these 2 weeks and 2 days. But then however i have a bloody duty coming up on sat, although im not supposed to go for it coz im on course, but couldnt find any replacement. what to do =( but i was just thinking i shud just go and get done with it ba, at least after that then no more duty for this month! hurray.
hmmm. ah well. random thought --> i think spending time with family is super precious. so i shall do it right now. ciao~
another random though --> i think i shud get a digi cam soon. Somehow i suddenly find pictures and photos very meaningful in the sense that it captures memories forever. ok la i may be a bit slow to realize this, but then i wasn't such a photo freak last time. or maybe i was just lazy. bleh.

2008-06-29T18:51:00.002+08:00

The stayover at ang's house was.. AWESOMEEE. like it was really fun, and having the class altogether again and enjoying the occasion had a really wonderful feeling about it. We gathered on friday, and by friday night most of the people were at the place already. We went to Hong Kong Street Family Restaurant to have dinner. 'Twas quite a late dinner haha.. like i think at 930 we just reached the restaurant. its a Zhi2 Cha4 restaurant, so we ordered stuff recommended by glen, as glen knows the place very well as his house is only in the area. Had some crab meat fish maw soup, butter prawns and more. Scrumptuous dinnner =D

Sat morning some of them went to watch sunrise. I was woken up by them though, went down to take a look, we were sleeping on the 2nd highest floor by the way, it was the so called TV-room, so ya went down then saw some of them getting ready. anqing asked me if i was going, i jus shook my head and went back to slp haha, partly coz i was tired and partly coz i was skeptical abt seeing the sunrise. BUT they really did see it, so ya kinda regretted not going. ang took some nice pictures of some super cool sandcastles that were built along the beach. seriously very nice. i see every1 getting a cam, i was thinking maybe i shud get a cam too. photos are really very meaningful i realized, it just captures that moment, and it helps us retain that memory forever. so on sat afternoon we ordered pizza and watched "The Bucket List" while most of the other pple were out to attend to personal stuff. AQ and beany had to meet their friends, jz too, etc. Later that night was BBQ! it was a nice bbq i thought, every1 was there cooking and talking, and the food was great too. i was afraid that the food would be too much again, but it turned out to be just nice. haha. or rather we finished it today morning la, so ya just nice anyway =P

it was really a nice sight to behold ba, i mean since the girls are going overseas already, and we are less in touch due to army etc, but during the bbq every1 was together around the pit or at the table eating, and everyone gathering together, it just feels very good.. like its something i wont mind happening every week or sth. But i know in reality it isnt like that la, so these events to me are quite very previous and cherishable. and these memories can only get better and more clear in our minds with photos taken together and recounts of it within ourselves.

so yep. after the bbq we went up to tv room to watch "definitely, maybe", but b4 that the girls were in their room and me yz and jason were playing with bk's ultimate PS3! LOL. ITS DAM FUN. GOT GUN SUMMORE. BANG BANG. so ya, not bad, we were trying some mini game in time crisis 4, shoot all the target boards and score one, so we were trying to hit 30/30, and me and jason did it. haha. I SHOT 32/30, BUT THEN I KEY IN NAME WRONGLY. I KEY IN DEK. LIKE AHHHHHHHHH. then yz and jason was like roflmao x 10.
bleh. hahahahahha. still it was dam fun. we were drinking a lil at that time too, and bk was at the side of the room playing patapon on yz's psp. haha.

so after that we started in "definitely maybe", but then there was some problem with the audio, somehow the treble parts of the movie couldnt come out at all, and all we could hear were the bass parts, so we kept fiddling with it and restarting the movie. by then me and jason were already asleep LOL. think the only ones that finished the movie were beany, zhuyan, bk, kenneth and angie i think. haha. dam funny.

today morn i woke at about 1030, and yz had already left for driving lessons. i still rmb on the first night, while me yz and ang went to buy food for anqing coz she came later, then we saw none other than the our ex ri principal! mr WONG SIEW HOONG. AKA SUPER MARI_. fill in the blanks! LOL. like wow havent seen him for such a long time and so coincidental that we saw him at bedok food centre. hahahaha. so ya me and yz and ang had super nice chat from there till we reached his house, seriously tons of jokes coming out etc. LOL. super fun la. ah well. today morning was nice too! every1 having brunch together from eleven plus to one plus. then we cleared up the place. the girls left first at about 2 plus, while us guys stayed on and played ps3 lol, till about 4 plus, then we all started heading for home. like quite dreadful, the next day have to report for army already. dam sian. but oh well life goes on. Its just super sad to have all the girls going overseas. its a very weird feeling coz i'll miss them and we wont be seeing each other for quite a long time, although beany keeps telling me they will come back in december and stuff. i noe la, but still feel very weird ma. haha. ah well. so yeah we were talking about a class overseas trip after us guys ORD from army, and our class will go together. quite hard to plan eh? girls will be overseas and stuff. we'll see how ba, but it will definitely be great to have one! wooot.

I think i broke the record for longest blog post that i have ever posted! hurray. ah well. looking forward to the outings and meeting up more before the girls go overseas. woot.

wisdom

2008-06-13T10:18:00.002+08:00

just plucked my wisdom tooth on monday. was quite freaky when i saw the HUGE carrier for the needle that was supposed to inject the whatever u call it that makes u feel no pain. numbness medicine? suddenly can't rmb the name. I havent had a orthodontic injection in a long time, so when i saw the needle, i said "wa doc such a big needle", then my dentist replied, "no la big carrier, but needle very small only." LIKE LOL that would SO make me feel better. dam funny. but somehow it wasn't that painful as i thought.
When the op started, which was about 50 mins after injection, didn't feel a thing in my bottom right jaw at all. but it was quite dissing, i heard drilling sound, digging sounds etc. Sometimes i think its not the things u see during dental that are scary, but rather the sounds that anything produces, like the scratching of the pincers on ur teeth, or the drill drilling into ur teeth. Mine had to be drilled in 2 first b4 plucking out, for dunno what reason. I went to endorse my mc on monday night, and i missed the painkiller timing, so when evening came when i reached home it was bloody painful. Was going crazy coz of the pain. only till after 2 painkillers and 11pm in the night then the pain was completely gone. SO ya it was freaky, but miraculously next day i woke up no pain already. I was afraid that the painkiller was still working so i took continued doses till thurs morning.
I actually brought my tooth home. My dentist asked whether i wanted to bring it home, so i asked him what would he do with it if i didn't. He said he'll just throw the tooth away lol. So i decided to bring it home anyway. Haha. Was thinking if i posted the picture on my blog i think most pple would freak out. But aiya its just a tooth. Next time u all take out can see also.

Been listening to more paramore, and i heard the new david cook song too. very nice. haha. these 5 days of mc were all spent at home so yeah can't wait to go out tmr for the movie with the class. KUNG FU PANDA! lol some of us watched it already i think, and i heard that its super funny. so yup looking for to it and to seeing 6c peeps. woot.

woooot

2008-06-01T21:07:00.004+08:00

was cracking my head like crazy over uni choices. But in the end i still made it. chose SMU. argh somehow booking in on a sunday night still irks me. dam anyhow. been thinking a lot about these kinda stuff. but havent i been always thinking about it. just envy those girls who get to study early and work earlier, and not face the dodoness of NS.

just had dinner with my family, and wow was the zhi cha nice. haha. has been long since i had dinner outside with them, most of the time its always in camp, and nights out they always buy the dinner back for me, coz my mom would be still working. Ordered steam fish, crayfish, vegetables and er, ah yes pork chop. haha nice la. xD

On sat went with jz wt beany bk nk to watch narnia. It was quite nice in my opinion. There were many battles. the movie is making me want to borrow the series from the library. jz read the whole series already i think so he was telling us a few details that the movie didnt really disclose obviously. like how u can go back into narnia for a max of 3 times only. sorry for the spoilers(if u consider that one). after that we went to carls junior to have dinner. tried the portbello mushroom burger thing. nicee. it still amazes me that the burgers at carls junior are so huge. lool. immense in comparison to burgers from macs or burger king.

i was just thinking how i shud spend more time with my family. But then everytime bookout will wanna go out. hmmm. maybe i shud look up some activity that we can all do together so it'll be fun. that would be really spending quality time together then. or actually watching dvds at home together would be fun too ^^ haha i think that would be an easier option. my dad has been bringing back dvds borrowed from sch library for us to watch. haha nice la. one of them is KUNG FU DUNK! LOLX.

ah well. how i wish there was a raffles jc year 3. just wish that i can just keep studying and studying. im quite envious of the teens in like US or Australia actually coz they go straight to uni after their so called high sch, which i think is equivalent to our secondary school. Uni at 17, thats super young man. woot. oh well.
hope to see the class pple soon. sat outing only had like 6 pple! rawr. and i have duty next saturday so i cant come out. dam it =.= it makes me like wanna take leave on monday because i only have 1 day to spend time, less than one day even, coz i have to book in sunday night. walao. >.<

ah well. hope everything is fine for everyone!

hallelujah

2008-05-23T13:56:00.002+08:00

Paramore - Hallelujah

Somehow everything's gonna fall right into place,
If we only had a way to make it all fall faster everyday.
If only time flew like a dove,
Will god make it fly faster than I'm falling in love.

This time we're not giving up,
Let's make it last forever,
Screaming "Hallelujah".
We'll make it last forever.

Holding onto patience, wearing thin,
I can't force these eyes to see the end.
If only time flew like a dove,
Well we could watch it fly, and just keep looking up.

This time we're not giving up,
Let's make it last forever,
Screaming "Hallelujah".
We'll make it last forever.

And we've got time on our hands.
[And we've got time]
Got nothing but time on our hands.
Got nothing but, got nothing but.
[And we've got time]
Got nothing but time on our hands.

This time we're not giving up,
Oh, let's make it last forever,
Screaming "Hallelujah".
"Hallelujah".

Wonderful songs! haha i'm in love with them. The female singer of the band is hot too xD
whee. nothing like emotional satisfaction when listening to songs. i love it in the "That's What You Get" vid when the guitarist and bassist just shake along to the rhythm, looks DAM nice!
If only time flew like a dove, WE ORD LOH. haha. But no, somehow it seems slow eh, so we must make the best of our time. As for the girls i think they are making the best of their time to earn money and are all very rich now with all the work they are doing o.o

Was allowed to come back early today due to a medical appointment. So i'm at home first before going for the appointment. I'm getting more and more used to the camp life now, and also getting to know more and more information about the job that i'll be taking over once my upper study ORDs.

Currently studying for my basic theory for driving. Haven't really started properly on the book yet but i've read a few pages. haha. Hopefully i'll pass both basic and advanced theory tests. Can't wait to drive! Driving will be so cool. Staying out late and everything will be more convenient as i can just drive home ^^ but thats if i'm allowed the use of my dad's car though, which may or may not be possible.

Hmm SMU called me yesterday afternoon. Really didn't expect to get offered, i thought wasn't really that outstanding with all the other 7 people in the room that day during the interview. ah well. SO now its really troubling because i don't know which uni to accept. Whenever i think about this everything just gets more confusing. Career prospects, interests, etc. Shud i go for something i like, or something i dont really like so much but better prospects? Its very complicated sometimes, but hopefully i'll make a decision that i won't regret.

oh well. very long havent seen glen and jz since they went into field camp. so yay can see them tmr. Haha hopefully more people will be present otherwise it'll be quite dead. ciao!

fresh face

2008-05-12T22:39:00.004+08:00

havent blogged in long. Busy. Forgetful. Mood. havent seen 6C and had an outing since like 1 week plus ago? maybe longer. suddenly when it all stops it just made me realize having outings and meeting each other is very important. I dont know if u guys feel it but i do. Was talking to glen about this, but then his field camp just started today so he won't be seeing us till next weekend! jianzhi's ends this week so he can meet up with us.

anyhow, this weekend lets go out. Like seriously. As some of us may know, a dinner is already planned for this saturday, where we're going to Adam Road hawker centre to eat =D nicer food there includes nasi lemak and prawn noodles. Not very clear about the other food there but aiya think its nice as well. If we don't know there's no harm trying either ^^

Lately i found out that many girls are going overseas to study. I kinda suddenly felt quite sad.. like every1 start going overseas and then fewer people are in singapore. dont know la.. quite hard to put it. Going overseas is nice.. experience whole new lifestyle. And i super envy those who are going overseas already! like beany. BERKELEY LEH. my dream uni. well theres another one la which is NUS. haha. dont know why but from when i was small i always thought NUS is a very good school, so yes waiting for their letter now!! really really hope it comes!!!

Oh as for the others who got offered double degree or their courses that they wan.. very big gratz. Think we all worked hard and worked for it, so we're worth it. yep. army life is still the usual boringness. i think i've said this many times, but yes i'll say it again, that two years is a friggin long time. =.= need to spend the time wisely as well. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. its driving me crazy. many people want to ORD. lol. as far as i know i think ALL OF US want to ORD soon +D

oh well. i've been rewatching some very gu din(ancient) anime that i've watched last time, because either A. i didnt understand most of the anime at all or B. i wanted to watch it but i didnt have the time or C. I just want to watch it again!
Been watching shadow skill.. full metal panic.. devil may cry.. etc.

IF any of you are interested, i'm watching on the website called animefuel.com. it has tons of anime and streaming is quite fast. so yep. possible to complete shorter series of anime in one day de haha. especially for the girls! have so much time! although i noe some of u are working la, but then some girls like WT.. spend one whole week surf net also can earn money =.= but then cant blame her la got reason one, and shes lucky. HAHA. SHIOK leh like that, nice one WT. HHAHA.

I went to the driving school to check it out.. the one at yio chu kang. somehow i thought you know driving school, many people will be driving etc. on the contrary when i reach there, i saw many people like on bikes or cars just lining up in one WHOLE LINE waiting. i was thinking if i enrolled or sth will i just spend most of the lesson time WAITING. people are like waiting to get out of the compound, waiting to use this bend, or this road etc. like that might as well tell private one teach, better and cheaper. but then i heard some private tutors drag here drag there, so quite in a dilemna also. but ah what the hell. driving license ftw. i may get a few practice runs first, you know, from available cars. HAHA. cars that are easily accessible by asking someone close to u. lawl. hopefully can get a feel. but uh its illegal so that someone close may not let me try? bleh. see how.

okay ba i'm going into the living room le, spend more time with family. cya guys soon =)

there's a first for everything.

2008-04-22T20:39:00.002+08:00

there's a first for everything. Including experiencing someone quite close to you just leave the world for a better place. My grandma that is. I'll always remember her. Been quite a hectic 5 days for me throughout her funeral. Experiencing all the rituals and stuff for the first time, and knowing that i won't be seeing her again everytime i visit my cousin's house for the rest of my life is quite heart-wrenching. But what the hell, life goes on. I'll miss the dishes my grandma cooks. I'll miss her ang paos; I'll miss everything about her i guess. At the crematorium yesterday saw my dad and aunts and uncles crying, its just hard to bear. But life is like that, and this is just one part we all have to go through.

Hmmm. Thinking of dishes makes me hungryyy. I havent had dinner yet. Booking in tonight. Book in = sian! very sian in fact. bleh.

Through the past 5 days been chatting with my cousins a lot. I had the chance to spend quality time with them, catch up with them, and have men's talk with one of my cousins of the same age who's in poly. Had very nice talks with him, normally we would chat for hours, go down 7 eleven to buy breezers (we were at singapore casket), playing cards and watching people play mahjong in the function room etc. Then my cousins in primary school and sec school never fail to make me laugh. Like freaking funny la. One of them who is sec 1, chasing some girl. Then i read his sms-es, he didn't bother putting much punctuation in his messages. I was telling him wa u sec 1 chase girl already, not say cannot la LOL, but u must sms properly ma! Then we were all teaching him and telling him what to sms etc. LIKE LOL. At last i think it worked quite well ^^

Now I think i'll have more time to concentrate on the stuff that i wanna accomplish. And lol the way u guys tagged was super funny. and yes i do wanna get my driver's license fast. THEN CAN DRIVE. VROOM VROOM. woooooooooooooot. i think i'll try persuading my dad to let me drive a bit first =P its an auto car anyway so i think experience handling first or something maybe better. Planning to learn manual, as many attempts by ngeekiang to waver the hearts of us I-wanna-learn-manual-drive people have failed. heehee. but he has his points though. wise NK.

Anyway if you guys are searching for some new music to listen, I recommend Nerina Pallot. Been listening to her a lot lately, really great works of music i say. haha. RAWR I KEEP THINKING OF BOOK IN. CANNOT.

anyway see ya guys soon! and i apologise to any1 who wanted to have an outing on the weekend. Didn't really have the time to organise one. But next time if anyone has good ideas for outings dont hesitate to message me or anqing. I realize we've been going out almost every week, so maybe a rest for the last weekend isn't so bad eh? ;)
ciao then!

2008-04-11T17:48:00.002+08:00

here i am. i've been thinking 'bout a lot of things lately. whether i'll make it to any uni this year, when i'll actually sign up for driving lessons, etc. Since I'm in a stay in camp now there'll be less time to do all these stuff, most probably on weekends only, and even the time on weekends are limited. Somehow I feel quite goalless now. Like hanging in the middle.

The whole week in the camp was like quite boring. Except learning how to do a few jobs etc, nth much really happened. Hmm still thinking whether to buy a Ipod or PSP. Both has its good and bad. For me I'm still hovering more to the Ipod side. Haha.. don't really need the PSP much though. Music holds more in life than just mindless gaming. I was playing Crisis Core for like half an hour on my Sir's PSP, then i was thinking whether I was going to sit there and keep playing the game till i complete it or maybe I could use the time to do sth more useful. Like practicing drum strokes in camp, or even studying for SATs even if I'm not sure I'm taking one yet. I'll feel much more satisfied.

My grandma's still quite sick, in hospital. Really hope she recovers. My mom just started work again, so right now I'm alone at home, and doing area cleaning at home hahaha. Mop floor hang clothes etc. =D

Hopefully many will turn up on sat. And really good luck to BK in army! hope he adapts to the tekong life fast. Lol while typing this at the garden downstairs i just saw someone that looks almost exactly like boonkiat from the side of the guy's face. o.o at this time he would be about going for dinner at the cookhouse ba haha. oh well. hope he finds it fun in there =)

bahhh. I should learn driving fast. Booking a slot tmr already! dont care. I think the driving school is closed now lol. Get the license thing over and done with then can DRIVE already. WHEE.

haha k cya guys tmr then =)

Nostalgia

2008-04-02T21:30:00.002+08:00

Already have been posted to kranji camp 2. To think about it, I actually miss OETI and the people there very much (at ayer rajah camp).

Unfortunately this camp is a stay-in camp, so I will only have the chance to be at home on Wednesday nights due to nights off and during the Friday night till weekend period. Gonna be missing my family a lot.. and my bed too! arhhh my bolster and my blanket! hahahaha.. but at least I'm putting a lot less burden on my family ba, lets just say on the issue of dirty clothes etc. Learning to be more independent again =) Luckily humans can adapt to new environments, if not I dunno what the hell will happen to us o.O

Interview coming this Saturday morning. Excited, but nervous at the same time. I'm looking forward to it nonetheless! Hmm in the next week I'll work for one day and get off one day.. Can't say why 'cuz I think its confidential. But yup I think its not bad! Having off for one day is such a blessing.

Can't wait to see the class on Saturday night.. somehow I think I know how the SISPEC people are feeling ba. For the OCS people don't think can compare, its much tougher than all this. SO.. Glen, JianZhi, PCB gang jiayou in OCS. I really wish I was in there experiencing S*** with them. Haha.

Okay got to leave house soon.. cya all!

busy busy

2008-03-23T21:22:00.003+08:00

Been busy with a lot of Uni apps. So far I've decided on mainly business and science, but I'm still keeping my options open. I've applied for NUS and SMU already, but I've not applied for NTU as of yet. Kinda deciding to do it tomorrow.

Been a long weekend, went out with YueHao today for lunch.. Seoul Garden haha.. pocket burning. Went to Renjie's house on Saturday to catch up with him.. somehow I find him a changed person! Much nicer and kinder.. but I'm not implying that he wasn't kind and nice in the first place. Must be due to girlfriend and army that made him more guai =P

And Friday's class outing to Sentosa was super fun! Frisbee, basketball, sun-tanning and going into the sea to relax - it was seriously a well spent day of relaxation!! And after that went for a subsidised movie of Step Up 2 =D Subsidised coz I watched it already. Nice of AnQing, Beany and Chun to subsidise ^^
The dance moves in the movie were seriously ownage. Like WOW. Super inspiring to me haha. Especially when Moose and Cable dance. Seriously friggin' cool. WOOO!

End of the weekend and start of the week again! Haha I'm looking forward towards the coming weekend already. NS just makes you feel that so much more can be done with the time spent in NS, and I think every guy knows that I guess, apart from the fact that NS really makes you fit, and more responsible and grown-up etc. Good and bad ba.

Haha looking forward to meeting up with friends again! till then =)

ambivalent.

2008-03-13T22:55:00.002+08:00

i'm looking forward to uni life. a better life. but now army just drains life away~
thinking of uni makes me feel happy, but thinking of army just drains all happiness away.
but everytime i think of what i want to accomplish, its a super good feeling.. haha maybe its just me but you all should try that too.

Just got my new belt and necklace on Wednesday night. Decided to buy it then as I have been contemplating for a very long time. So yep I finally bought it =)

Life at camp is totally boring. Practically either reading newspapers or books, or just playing chinese chess or any other game we can get our hands on. I may not be able to take the course due to my back, so vocation may be changed again.

Been looking at many Unis and the courses that some offer are quite interesting. However I'm still quite focused on either business or bioscience.. keeping my options open still though. Its hard to say what I may decide to take up in the end.

And yes one more day till the WEEKEND where I can sleep longer! Sleep is super precious... and I'm very envious of the guys now having a long break.. super nice la.. wish I could be like them =(

haha oh well I better go off to sleep now then.. see you all soon =)

its not the end.

2008-03-09T19:53:00.002+08:00

I can't say I'm happy with my results. I'm not.

I seriously do not understand why. Its just unfair, but isn't life unfair? And the only thing I can do now is go on.

Because now I'm only hoping that I can get into the course that I want. Its just not the end, and I would never want it to end just like that. Sometimes things are just screwed up.

Many thanks to the people that have consoled me and cheered me up etc. Yuehao told me.. "Where is your bloody pride!". Glen told me, "Don't close the door of chances yourself.. chill man and just go on." Many others said meaningful stuff to me too. And I really appreciate that. Its nice to have friends that care. I also know that some of them don't really know what to say but are there to support me, and I appreciate that as well.

I still can't get over it the past 2 days.. but I think somehow it has made me stronger in that I am more focused on the things that I want to achieve now. As Ngee Kiang said casually to me while we were walking: "Ah here comes a new phase of life for us." Very true indeed! NK wise as usual ^^ So yeah its a new phase and I want to make the most of it! We all should.

Went out with the guys on friday.. reliving the memories. We were planning on where to go and not the usual place again, but haha we think and think think until go the usual place LOL. But the usual also fun la, haven't hung out with the guys for a very long time, its great to see everyone together again having fun.

After pooling we went to Ajisen for dinner.. first time eating and I feel that its really not bad. And their spicy is like really spicy. Tried a bit of NK's spicy char siew ramen soup. Its super qiang, but its shiok at the same time! Overall the food there was quite good I think. Somehow I feel like eating ramen again now haha.

Today went out with Hongrui and Yuehao to get HR's psp. Lol dam funny.. before he chose colour he said.. "Which colour look more gay? Purple right?" I said "Ya lor."
Then he faced the shop assistant and said:"Okay la then purple." like LOL.
But seriously the purple looks quite nice also. Light tone and smooth to the eye. After that went for a snack at KFC, then we headed home.

Oh well. MY COM RAM SPOIL. Luckily its only one of them. So now I'm only running on 256MB of ram =D haha.
Anyway hope to see you all soon again! And gratz to all the guys for POP!

Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeet.

2008-03-04T22:31:00.007+08:00

'Twas a good and cool day yesterday. Went back to school for getting the memories back.. and also for fun. Went visiting the teachers as well.. in the end we only saw the PE teachers(as usual), Mdm Low, and Mrs Chong. Met with ang at the mrt station first before we made our way back to school by foot.. haha really nostalgic. On reaching we were like thinking where to go first so we actually headed out to the PE dept first haha. Lol saw Mr Seah, Ms Seeto and Ms Pang! Saw Vania too so chatted with her awhile. After that we went to do some pullups lol. was quite surprised.. actually managed to do quite a few despite not really training much. Went into the gym after that.. the school actually extended the gym.. so now the area in front of the gym(facing the Sports Hall) is included in the gym. Looks super big once u go in, and there is one huge space for doing the static stations etc. KEWL. Once I went in then all the memories of track training came back.. so I took the chance to do a few exercises.. abs bench press etc. then we headed for lunch.

haha the old yong tau foo stall still the best. Cheap and good food =D Healthy somemore. Went to grab the usual of teh bing from stall 2 as well. so nice la. haha. met mdm low when we were done eating having her lunch.. and lol my sis called me and asked me where i was.. monday was thurs timetable and she ended super early at like 1135. Her whole class was sitting there mugging! Like wah hardworking bunch. I asked her why she say got work to hand up O.O

haha still rmb last time also sit at canteen then chiong work to hand up LOL. for eg questions in Maths Assignments that we didn't know, or simply just tutorial questions that we just can't figure out no matter how much we racked our brains. Speaking about the canteen.. they are converting the mini-canteen to a lounge. So good right. Lol right after we left =.= but oh well maybe next time we come back as J3s or J4s we have extra privileges? haha.

I just realized how spoiler I sound. Like all of us are going back on friday to see the school again and here I am spilling the new "enchancements" to our school. bleh. I guess its alright ba.. my description isn't really that detailed.. and if you see it for yourself it would be much different I guess =P

So after that ang and I went to catch Juno at the Cathay. The movie was hilarious.. like seriously freaking funny. SHIZZINNUTS HELLS YEAH. LOL. Its a great movie so please go catch it if you can! haha 10/10 i guess? haven't seen such a great movie for a long time. Or maybe I'm just bias towards it. Dunno.

So after the movie we were walking back to PS, and this guy comes up to us and says he's from a Entrepreneurship course and wants us to help him meet the quota of 50 dollars for selling sweets, as it was some assignment for him to carry out. He says he's really taking it seriously and its 2 sweets for 1 buck. The sweet would be those small mentos. in small packages. Those that Manhattan Fish Market give to you after your meal and your payment. So ya. 1 sweet 50 cents. I mean its not really the price but then we just didn't feel like eating/buying the sweets, so he rambled on and on. "I explain to you so long u nvr buy.. BLAHBLAHBLAH". Then I was thinking that we already told him that we didn't want the sweets already and he could have just spent his precious time on other people. He even gave some (stupid)reason that we have to buy the sweets in case of a bloody 0.01% chance that we may meet someone along the way that has low blood sugar. "You know what is Endorphin?" like yes but you don't have to use it here O.O anyway we were discussing after we just left him that his entre fail already. I mean ok la we may buy it if u talk in a nicer way and all that but the blood sugar level thing really screws it up. Come to think about it its really quite an unusual encounter. Quite funny in a sense.. haha.

Today in camp just did the usual stuff again.. somehow time passed very fast while we were cutting and arranging some project for military symbols. Oh well. Can't wait till friday where everyone will meet up again!
Cya all soon =)

Lets try this title out because my previous blogskin did not support titles.

2008-02-29T22:26:00.003+08:00

OOKAY so a new blogskin! haha finally decided to change it. searched for very long for this really nice one. and i think its really coincidental, as this blogskin was the skin of the day on my birthday last year =) haha nice la.

hopefully the title thing works. lol too used to not typing any title and blogging already. actually dont really have to have a title, but then just try try.

today just went to CGH(Changi General Hospital) for my physiotherapy. My back feels a lil' better already. hopefully it can keep improving to the stage whereby it wont be painful when i'm doing exercises or sports. don't want it to worsen as well. after that went back to camp. I am happy coz ANG IS IN MY CAMP. Like whoa finally someone i know, and yes someone i know so very well. He's in the same course as me as well, so yes from like 3pm onwards we stuck together talking and doing errands etc till bookout. I feel really lucky having my best friend posted to my camp. But the camp is quite far for him as well i guess.. was helping ang search for bus routes etc yesterday, not bad got 197 direct bus to camp. =D

going to simlim with ang tmr, both of us buying external hard disks. haven't been there in a long long time, things must have changed quite a lot there i guess. i remember going crazy about all the oomputer parts last time.. visited simlim sq quite frequently in sec 3 and sec 4 while building my com then. haha. haven't been there in 1 year plus or so. haha i'm feeling quite excited about it now LOL.

and argh i haven't contacted the driving school yet. hard to arrange a nice timing. and i really can't wait to get my hands on my sis' bio txtbook. just feel like reading everything first.. so in the future while i'm in uni studying bio courses it would be an easier task. Went for the NTU talks last saturday, and i have to say the Bioscience course really looks like what i want to do. It looks wonderfully interesting to me. like everything i had always wanted to study.

somehow the thought of really nourishing yourself with the things you want to accomplish is really a very good feeling. euphoria? can't get enough of it. haha. working hard is the always the way to go i guess.

and about the terrorist who escaped.. i think its quite sad for singapore as they she has normally been quite uptight about all these terrorist stuff. i hope this news doesn't leak out that much to the world as i feel that singapore does have quite a good reputation regarding almost everything. hopefully the terrorist gets caught soon . it will really allow everyone to feel safe again. haha cheers for the singapore police force and army and every1 who is helping out to catch that dodo!

2008-02-19T20:55:00.004+08:00

somehow felt more relaxed in camp today.. maybe its because i've finally decided that upgrading myself when i have the free time is they way to go. I've set a few goals to achieve by the end of the year.. which includes driver's license and also a thorough look-up into the subject of biology, and also into computing(more to the hardware side and keeping up-to-date with the times and also knowing the different characteristics of hardware etc). I'm also planning to get my drumset by the end of the year if possible.

Army really makes one grow up i guess. Through my experience it was the missing home due to the stay at tekong.. and now for me is the phase for goal setting and also striving to improve myself. I've felt this way before, but was not so enthusiastic about it until now. maybe the "slacker" attitude doesn't fit me well at all. I'm feeling quite slack 'cause at the camp now the course hasn't started yet and we're temporary clerks called 'Auxiliary Staff'. So basically its mending the office, helping out with projects, and for the rest of the time there its OTOT(own time own target). So yeah, aiming higher for myself is actually what i think i should do right now.

Oh well, enough of the army stuff. Outing on the Saturday that just past was very fun! haha.. Me, NgeeKiang, JianZhi, BoonKiat, Ben Seck, Glen were there. Met An Qing and her cousins at the snooker table b4 we went on to pool ourselves. AFter that visited TCC from like 11 plus then stayed till 1 am i think. haha.. talked a lot of crap and had fun! tried out this drink called "Sea of Passion".. not bad.. its peach and strawberry mixed with sprite.. very nice drink indeed ^^. $5.80 well spent :P

Watched Jumper with Yuehao and Ang in the afternoon to celebrate Yue Hao's Birthday! Haha 19 years old now so happy birthday YH!
As for the movie, i have to say although the story was a bit rushed(I feel), the overall feeling the movie gives me is that its very cool! so yeah i think every1 should catch it i guess, at least for the visual effects and the stunning scenery =D

I'll stop here i guess.. got to DotA a bit now :P
See y'all soon =)

2008-02-12T22:00:00.000+08:00

i'm back. after 4 months plus. probably cause i'm too sick of army and i've lots of complaints. haha. complained a lot to my friends already, and they do the same back, BUT NO USE. still sick of army.
From all this i realise tekong is really paradise. unit just sometimes make one degen like crap. its like you know you are doing something that is not needed in the future and yet you are forced to do it. Going against your own free will while you know if you were "free" you would have spent your time much better and trust me, you would want to attend uni/study so much you would wish your superiors or army were non-existent in the first place. its really crap.

i think i'll blog more often now. but i hope i won't complain on every single post! i really hope to know the people that are in my wing better and hope good friends with them. i mean, if worst comes to worst they are the ones that can help you to tide through those very tough times. i know how that feels coz after all i've been in tekong training. somehow i wish my recourse comes quickly so i can stop all these nonsense haha. the stuff i'm learning won't be taught outside, quite special actually. guns stuff. hopefully it'll pique my interest and make me more hopeful to go to camp o.o

just been back to school today on my dad's car to pick my sister up. really felt quite emotional once i went through the gates. really miss RJC a lot. missing it like crazy, coz every moment there was pure fun and laughter. studying was fun there as well. every bit of it, no matter how much work we all have to do, no matter how much effort we had to put in during revisions or catching up on our work. i have to say its the nicest place i've been in my whole life. and my class is simply great! what can i say. no amount of praises sung for my class can really show and represent how wonderful my class is. 07S06C da class!

just went over to the class blog. saw many photos haha.. thanks to ang, angie, anqing, and all other contributors of pictures on our class blog b4. so the memories can stay alive. i'll never forgot all the wonderful experiences that have happened to me. lol this post sounds very emo. hmm. aye never mind la.

lastly to my bunk mates! i dont know if they will see this or not, but i do miss them very much. they went through BMT with me a lot, and although i OOT-ed they still try and make me as involved with them as possible. its wonderful having such a great bunk to stay in at tekong and i truly feel lucky to have known the people in my bunk. its a blessing really.

TIGHTER THAN TIGHT! COUGAR PLATOON 4 SECTION 3!

hope to see ALL OF YOU soooooooooon. like super soon. lol.

2007-09-06T01:47:00.000+08:00

its been long eh? to be exact it has been 4 months and 16 days since i've came here. and somehow its 1:49 am on 6th september and i'm online and i feel like blogging. maybe its because many pple have been telling me that i shud update, or maybe its becoz well i remembered lol. its not that i've forgotten abt this blog for more than 4 months, but well i just suddenly remembered to come back here. funny the way things are in the world.

anyway, its 4 days to the start of prelims, and i cant say im prepared. pretty unprepared actually. to describe my situations in lay man's terms, like just f***ing sucks now. and may continue like this for another er, 1 month and 3 weeks? but i certainly hope not. i think need to keep telling myself that i love studying so much i can sleep with my notes in bed everyday.

i wonder who likes studying. i mean, surely there are bound to be people who really thirst knowledge like i thirst for a drumset in my house every single day.. and i must say that these people i truely envy and admire. not that i dont want to gain knowledge, but i just dont have that motivation and tendency to do it i guess. maybe its other knowledge i want to gain. not sure.

well im sorta studying now. trying very hard to. haiz. stay strong.

2007-04-21T23:31:00.000+08:00

not been here since more than a month ago. haha. oh well. me is very bored now. but now i guess its time to buck up and studyyyyyyyy.

haha i think i need to psycho myself and say that studying is fun. oh well. studying is dam fun. studying is dam fun. studying is dam fun. but i dont think so. w00t. paradox.

talking like that reminds me of that post secret in the canteen. those secrets are so cool la lol. dam fun to read and stuff. although they put there then not secret liao. but who cares. i admire those people who dare to put it up. maybe it takes some stress off themselves too.

been thinking a lot lately. about everything. these days i feel quite screwed up.. and i've been quite angsty in sch i think. sometimes i'll be tempering also. so very sry to those ive been tempering to.. although i noe u all noe that i dont mean it. so please dont take it to heart =)

its just that these days been quite sick of everything.. all the sch work. got no motivation to go on and stuff. half a year more to A lvls. i wonder how some pple do it and just keep working. u gotta rest sometime. haiz. oh well.

anyway. i havent saw an rx-7 on the road yet! whats this. i saw all the jap sports cars i want to see already. then pian pian the one i want to see the most haven pop up! so exciting. i wonder when i'll some chio rx-7 just driving down the street. then i'll like stare at it in awe or sth. w00t. haha okay random. oh well. feels nice to blog again. although im unsure whether i'll be coming posting again anytime soon. cya guys in sch =)

2007-03-16T23:38:00.000+08:00

life is tough. really. maybe it never felt so tough coz maybe i care more abt my results this year. its really frustrating when i start studying but i cannot concentrate. i hate that. dam it man.

went to yh's there to mug. read up some stuff. went jamming with him for one hour also. but wth i forgot to bring my drumsticks. i rmb before i left home i said "oops forgot to take the most important thing", then i went to take my pencil box to put in, coz was thinking abt studying. how ironic. didnt even think abt the drumsticks =(

so anyway went music ensemble.. its at paradiz b1.. quite a nice place.. they have 3 studios! and although the guitar amps dont have 4 x 12 cabinets, they are good amps =) and the system is set up very neatly! and the drumset rocks! DW drums =D first time playing on it.. the bass drum sounded dammmmmmmm sweeeeeeeeeeeeet. =DDDD and there were 2 floor toms! WOOHOO!

haha nvm xD so after that went back to yh's there to mug again. watched him play dota a while lol.

it just sucks when i want to study but cant study. really envy those who can rmb stuff very well.. like glen for instance. haiz. was talking to him yesterday night(or rather early early in the morning today) coz his bro went zouk and he had to stay up to open the door. so ya chatted with him a while. glen is cleverrr. rawr.

sian la must look on bright side! must have confidence! i just saw some nice personality stuff at yh's hosue today on his com.. "which tree did u fall from" i fell from an ash tree =) sounds very nice =) main thing abt me was ambition! haha.. shall tell him to send me =)

yea well erm back to me doing maths.. jiayou for CTs!

2007-03-04T17:53:00.000+08:00

another week past. now the things coming up are physics spa chem test and GP CT.
zomgz. like dam boring. but no choice have to do. walao. summore physics spa tmr is skill A =.=

had some improvement in jumping =) now i can touch the small wall hanging from the ceilong at pe block outside the gym xD actually never really tried until like saturday during training. oh well. saturday's training was quite boring.. all leg weights and drills and striding.i just want common test to be over! so at least till the next common test we have 1 month to study.. haha i but i think its like carrying 1 month of agony compared to the march hols which is only 1 week of agony lol.

yesterday after training felt so hungry but the 7-11 was CLOSED. like wth. i thought its supposed to be open from like 7 to 7 or 7 to 11 of sth who cares.. my training ended at 530 so it should be OPEN. roar! had to go to the vending machine to buy pringles potato chips lol.. quite interesting.. was staring at the label on it.. then learnt that daily intake of carbs is 300g. daily intake of sodium is 33 grams. or isit for fat? hmm.

just finished doing maths assignment.. could do most of the stuff ba.. feel quite relieved now coz i'm not very good at vectors B, compared to vectors A somehow it looks more confusing. surprisingly today i felt like blogging a little so here i am =)

and hurray at friday's lou hei! haha it was dam fun i had all the er.. lou hei stuffs on my hand while we were lou-ing LOL. anyway the girls went to buy bubble tea after that and went back and some of us stayed for zhi cha! woohoo. 7.50 per person. quite reasonable price la actually.. and the dishes were good too ^^ so yup a fulfilling lunch =D

got to go for dinner now.. cya all in sch!

2007-02-25T22:52:00.000+08:00

heys. so ya i'm back. after more than1 month. just wanna check out hows my blog lol. anwyay its like 1 week to physics spa, chem test, and gp CT. so its friggin stressful and dam busy and super boring.

roar!

ok. so i've been feeling really anyhow coz theres a bunch of things i wanna do. like study.. and play more drums.. and.. download more stuff.. lol.
really got nothing to say. its jus the old' hectic lifestyle of jc2 thats been stuck onto me lol. but oh well i'll have to make the best of it. and like my dad keeps telling me that exams are coming and its really irritating lol. its not like i dont know.

havent been really updating coz partly im busy and partly lazy. pple say blogging is a responsibility and stuff but like if i really dont feel like blogging i dont think i should either. blah.
no mood to blog.

anyway cya all in sch then! i'll try to keep this blog alive ba. o.o if i can.

2007-01-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

roar! sch work like sheeeeeetz. so much work to do so little time! ZzzzZZZzZZ.

anyway. i have my biao ge's wedding to go today! hoho wish him bai tou xie lao and zao shen gui zi. haha lazy type in chinese. llalalala. sch has been er hectic. busy. fun. pushups. pullups. healthy. lol.

coz its like every single time its break i have to remind myself not to eat oily food. coz it affects my pimples. ROAR. but seriously if im not in sch right.. the coffee shop and hawker centre food all oily one lor.. cant expect me to eat porridge or fruits everyday. but in sch i have the yong tau hoo stall to go to woohoo. and i love the food there. haha.

BT is like real slow these days. cant get dl spd up! my animes max spd are like 50 plus? CANNOT. its totally less than half of what it used to be. not nice. and now im running internet without router already. still slow. dont know whats the prob. did all the port openings and stuffs already. zzzzz.

i figured the only way to de-stress is to do all my work. seriously. otherwise i'll feel stressed coz i dont revise. this is some vicious cycle lah. but what the hell. do work --> good --> no stress --> slp early(maybe).

oh well. i'll continue watching OC. relax time (: dunno why but i feel that i shud relax now, like tonight, coz thru the whole week been slogging like some *toot*. hahahaa.. jkjk.. anyway tata xD

2007-01-13T00:22:00.000+08:00

dont know why i so stressed. maybe just scared abt the work. but so far i understand the stuff taught.. just that cant really remember well. need more practice. the point is that there are so many things in my head. dam anyhow. ok nvm.

anyway today met the j1s! 08S06C. hohoho. so fun la. but then i was quite lost lol. luckily got angie there to help. otherwise wha really dont know what to do. so thx angie! i think i better rmb to bring bleach for her now. feel so kui qian coz i forgot to bring for a few days already -.-

haha.. at first was quite leng chang i think. the intro part i saw some j1s like siansian. but then after that at blow wind blow got to noe them better. haha.. at least i noe a few pple in my junior class now w00t. hopefully it was fun for them and us also. and the "how many cheezels can u squeeze in your mouth" part was so impromptu hhahaha.. BUT it was dam funny. and interesting also. i din noe zhengya so power can squeeze 6 cheezels! hohoho. well at least the game can allow the j1s to cheer for their friends since they dont noe them so well yet! and after that was blow wind blow! lol hopefully the games were interesting.

lastly was birthday song for january babies! haha.. so nice so nice. after the whole thing felt quite weird. like did i do something wrong or sth. maybe i shudnt think abt it too much. and i forgot who but someone came to ask who is celine, then i'm not sure also so i anyhow say, so i said.. "orh bu cuo la" LOL. rae heard and she was like O.O just joking just joking. but actually i only rmb a few faces only. and the names of course.

and for angel and mortal please write to the j1s! they are still quite blur(i think) and require help from us!
and i need to use the weekend to catch up with work. then was tired so slept quite early, then slept 6 hours.. up till now lol. i shud read some stuff b4 going back to slp again.
and i shall do that now. so cya!

2007-01-08T17:29:00.000+08:00

1 week of sch has past. tiring indeed. pimples got a little worse? asked doc today, said maybe its coz of my lifestyle, sweating too much and stuff, and maybe of the food i eat. better not eat too much oily food anymore. although she said that its not proven that oily food may worsen the case of acne, she still told me that it depends on individuals. so ya, if i discover i eat oily food then it gets worse better stop. but i dont want to go throught that trouble. so i think i better stop. its healthier anyway. got nothing to lose, just that i may forget in sch. especially at stall 7. wakao i'll like bu zhi bu jue go and take those fried food lol. its nice but unhealthy -.-

homework has been okay, still can cope with all the stuff this year. but i'm still more worried about how i would fare about last years' swtuff that we learnt. coz im not too good with them yet. got physics to do so that will help me out, chem and other stuff think i got to go revise on my own already. oh man. so many things to do.

but all in all sch has been fun ba. classroom is always cooold. dam cold. and i always forget to bring jacket =.= so its like i'll be the one shaking my legs, shivering in class. dam diao. aiya. must rmb to bring jacket. hoho. aircon is coool in class. but then that day 21 degrees it was freezing already. w00t. exciting.

k gotta run to do work now. cya all in sch (:

2007-01-02T14:17:00.000+08:00

i don't think time flies. i think it zooms. 1 year already.. its so fast. and only 1 more year of jc life. better treasure this year and make the most of it.

yeterday just went for class party! at anqing's house. best show of the day was weisong's piano performance! ff7 advent children soundtrack. whoa he play like some man. fingers moving so fast me and yz were like O.O

yz can play the song too, but the point is like weisong is bian tai. haha.. mahjong was fun.. so was xbox. in the end we stoned in front of the tv for like 1 hour plus. watching so u think u can dance and stuff, and at last we played jie zou you xi to end off.

dinner was PRATA. jalan kayu there. shiok. but expensive. crazy one plate of mutton 4 bucks, and its a small plate. !@#$%. oh well no choice. it was nice mutton though. haha, ate cheese and mushroom prata for the first time, and the texture tasted like pizza! hoho. had satay too. we still wanted to order 1 more chicken murtabak for our table, but luckily we didnt lol, we were all full already.

and school is starting. tomorrow. somehow i'm not that negative of it all like i was when i was sec 2 or 3. haha. holidays did past fast this year. way too fast. when we were at the party, after playing the piano and looking at them mahjong for a while it was already like 6 already. sian! why so fast. when we finished eating it was 1025 already O.O

anyway..new year new resolutions!
1. Work hard throughout the year! (for good results =D)
2. Be a better person, a good friend to all
3. Do well in Track and Field!
4. Don't spend too much time on computer.\
5. Do more revision
6. Play more drums!
7. Buy drumset, PS3 and new com!

One more resolution. shall not type it haha. SECRET xD

okays thats all. cya all in sch!

merry christmas!

2006-12-26T00:14:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL! =D

AIYA im 14 mins late. siandiao no choice cant blog on christmas day coz my com pai liao. shud be sth to do with the ram and the motherboard. so ya going to sim lim there to take a look today for it. using dad's laptop now.

actually through all the christmas parties held by churches and stuff learnt a lot abt christmas that i didn't. quite interesting. and i was at rae's performance, then b4 it started me glen keth BK chun were reading the bible. and it was really interesting!

cool right. some parts i didnt understand however. hahaa.. oh well. after the perf we went to orchard road to squeezeee, b4 that we were pooling LAN-ning and stuff. hahaa first time going to orchard on christmas eve, and there were tons of pple. walked a while and were quite bored, we went to cineleisure though, bought drink, stood around and talked, discussed what to do haha.. the choices were, go to roadside and squat(LOL), go KBOX, go sit somewhere and play cards, and go home. so ya at last we went to city hall, went to marina sq, discovered shops were closing, then we went to the part where there was this cafe b4 u ride up the escalotors to marina square and ya we bought drinks sat there and played cards until christmas. very nice indeed. haha bonding! played asshole taitee lol.. but it was nice la, i mean we all wanted to do that, and at last when it was christmas we said merry christmas to every1 and started sms-ing, then headed on home. see. nice rite. bonding! w00tsss.

haha. sian. now at home. sch starting, but now really dont feel like studying liao. rest time. :D
i scared i enjoy too much then forget everything. zzz better not happen.

anyway thanks to all this year who have been helping me along, being good friends with, being the people that u are. thanks to all who have been helping me in my studies haha.. thanks to the teachers too! and most of all thanks to my family! without them dunno what i do. haha. sorry for not specifically stating names, but then, its to all the people i know la! just thanks to all who have been there for me. yup. new year coming, so i hope next year i wont be the anyhow that i was this year, and be a better person next year (:

to good results!
to a magnificent life!
to happiness! =D

2006-12-22T01:06:00.000+08:00

cant get to sleep. 1.06am.
worries. lots. dont like. =(

went to ben seck's church party todaeee.. nice band performances.. drummer was normal. the cymbals were nice though, one splash and one more crash to add on to the basic set! and the formation is exactly what i want. but well i only get my drumset after A's. food was good! first time i eating like lasagne at a buffet. haha so cool!

havent done any homework, well done the maths tuts. for chap 12. physics havent done. think i lost them. and i didnt even hear ms ng say that it needs to be handed up. then heard from ang that those pple who have it have to hand it up. its some paper i guess.

been doing revision. a bit. i know its not enough. but aint got the heart to do more. which is frustrating. well i'm only doing a bit a day. and its true that i can cover more than that in a day. but. zzz.

so life goes on. dam diao. quite sick of this. and i'm supposed to friggin be sleeping, if not my pimples wont heal fast enough. coz doc says "when theres stress, it also affects your acne" like i knew that but i didnt noe it affects that much. so stress can just go drifting away man. coz i no need it for nuts.

i think im mad now i'm like in some whatever-lah-heck-care state. wa shit i cannot spoil.
k gonna try to go and slp now, peacefully. and wake up next morning hopefully i wont spend so much time on the com. coz i needa start controlling myself. dad start to complain why i use so much com already.

my dad seems so stressed lately. think he got tons of work. better be good and like study. coz i think thats the only thing that can like lessen his worries for me.

yeah. so. tata. and we MUST go back to sch or somewhere to play sports okay! our class. sitting at home all day can rot one to death. period.

2006-12-19T11:05:00.000+08:00

happy 17th birthday glen! =D

this week has a 1 week break from training haha. at last, but then if i dont train 1 week, then will slack off. so at home must train also. whee. and are we having the christmas party? everything i think is still quite unorganized.. hopefully we start deciding on details soon =)

raining outside now, has been raining from last night at like 9pm plus.. and its still raining, how cooool. now the whole place so cooling and wet.. haha.. havent been reading much at home. and i figured theres still homework to do. maths tuts and physics. come to think of it not a lot? but i lazy. and i hate that. argh. and i think i lost my physics hmwk >< cant seem to find it, shall go find again then.

these days been waking up quite late, 10 plus in the morning, want to wake up early but cant lol, alarm ring i snooze, ring again snooze again. xD

sh*t la i wonder whats stressing me lately, coz like theres nothing much to stress abt. maybe i'm stressed coz im not doing my work. =.= kk shall go do work now, or maybe after brunch, havent eaten yet. dont feel hungry. lol anyway i think the rain rocks. if it keeps raining singapore whether won't be hot anymore. w00t. okays cya.

2006-12-14T23:15:00.000+08:00

training today was tiring. as usual. hahaa.. and i was supposed to go eat with them!!! then my dad suddenly appeared and i had to go home =( ahh so sry guys eat with u all on sat k! keep sat evenings free =D

been thinking how i am supposed to cope, coz next year will be busier, and yet there is still training. hopefully my studies can improve. coz when i think of it its very scary, like have to study so hard, and yet i have to go training coz nationals are coming, esp during june. its gonna be SO hectic. haha we even plotted some worst case scenario mark sheet for next year's nats. score quite good okay. so yeah. i can see my improvement lately, whether its in strength, drills, etc. and i really wanna jump high. coz i dont want my timing in training to be wasted.

yeah. so, i think its like study and train all the way next year right up till nats is over. i awnt a memorable j2 year ahead also. quite stressed now coz i know i havent been touching on econs maths and physics much. apparently i read chem o.o
dunno how to say, but however i will be next year hopefully i can cope, and get good results too. thinking of it scares me like mad already. its quite frustrating also, i wanna do work but cant down to it sometimes. like wth this is so not me. not like last time where i could really concentrate, now its like i get distracted so easily. feels very very freaking frustrating. argh.
P.S. those who havent or dont want to study dun come and scold me ah. my results not good thats why studying haha.. =P

yea so tts abt all. so boring these days lah! training is fun though. hahaa.. yep see ya all at christmas partehh!!

2006-12-04T17:27:00.000+08:00

the hundredth post! wheee.

just came back from the doc. went for consultation on my acne and stuff. haha first time going to sengkang polyclinic, i dont get sick much u see, so at first when i was there i was dazed. didnt noe what to do. lalala but yea it was okay, the doc was nice and stuff, and i asked him quite a lot of questions. while waiting i was watching asian games! LIVE AT DOHA. lol at first i thought doha was in korea xD but i think its some arabic country..? still dunno yet aha. and it was japan vs sg! i sms-ed chun to watch haha, and seriously the jap girls were good looking xD hahaa.. my mom say okay only, doubles we lost, and singles sadly we lost also! argh, singles could have won though, oh well, i dont mind japan winning =D

havent blogged in a long time. thurs went to celebrate birthday with the guys haha, at first watched open season with beany anqing chun and ang, then after that girls left so brent and zhong and benseck came along. haha thanx for the present =) ripcurl long sleeve shirt. haa.. its nice =)
must thank beany who spent 4 hours searching for the shirt also.. haha.. next year i'll get some nice presents too ^^

lol it is boring at home. we shud like go back to sch to play sports or sth, i do have training though. haha.. wanna get out of the house but dunno where to go, hopefully going jamming soon again. yupp.

2006-11-26T21:41:00.000+08:00

home alone. me. yep. and i feel. well i don't know how to describe.

parents and sister in taiwan. i chose not to go though =p

its not that good, its not that bad either. its good coz i get the purest form of freedom. if you know what i mean, like besides the need to revise and stuff. i feel quite guilty these past weeks coz i haven't started revision. oh man. i really neeed to start soon. lazy me. =.=

however its bad coz at home a bit zo bo. like very boring, but yet you know its supposed to be like this. i have all the time to go anywhere i want, but somehow i've got no spirit for it. i wonder if its loneliness? like i prefer not to think it that way. i mean i could chat online and stuff. maybe i just miss the fun of having my family around, coz the house is really quiet, well besides the fact that i'm turning the volume of my speakers louder than usual, otherwise yea its quiet when the music isn't on.

but this isn't a bad experience, and i'm like so making it sound so bad LOL. really it isn't bad. its the second day and i've already learnt a lot. for example! at first when i toast chicken sushi, for my old toaster it takes like 20 mins? MY TOASTER NOW TAKES EIGHT. and its right from the freezer! so erm, yea u know the maximum time is 15mins for toasters, so i turned it all the way, then came back to use com, when i went back it was all black. uh huh. so yea i tried to eat as much of the edible parts as possible, then others all throw away. so ya its quite amazing how fast and efficient my toaster is now lol.
basically i'm sorta learning how to be independant i guess. throwing rubbish everyday, cleaning the house, and stuff. haha its kinda fun if you think about it. its a "new" life. so yea its not all that bad. i think i just needa go and think of other ways to relax or sth. the things u can do on the computer that are fun is really limited. maybe i shud learn how to breakdance. been trying to do the handwave thingy. and yea its okay. but its not good. lol. so ya, maybe i shud find more interesting things to do.

but time alone allows me to think a lot. and i mean a lot. like what should i do for tmr, what to do for preparing breakfast, what do i do to not make the house messy, when to revise blahblah. went downstairs to da bao KFC up just now, and on the way i passed by the bread shop, so decided to buy bread for tmr's breakfast! yumyum. my mom already bought choc. milk for me, so yea its gonna be a good breakfast. home alone like makes me think ahead a lot, like what to buy when stuff is running out, normally i do buy stuff from NTUC back home from school, like after i alight the bus and pass by, but its different in the sense that its for myself, but normally its my mom thats buying the groceries, and now no one is doing that for me? yeap. and i think its quite cool to really take care of yourself and stuff.

kinda makes u feel more grown up (:

haha.. maybe i'm too childish already. oh well. hopefully i get to go out tmr! was asking ang whether wanna go for movie coz i haven watched casino royale.. and hopefully more pple can come! =D

yup thats all for now :)

2006-11-21T22:25:00.000+08:00

i feel weird. i think i'm falling sick. its that kind of feeling where your head's in a slight headache, then your body is feeling a little hotter than usual, been like this for 2 days already, today's the 2nd. its that feeling u have b4 u have a fever? not sure. i should go pop a few panadols into my mouth =S

today had training, dunno why felt very freaking tired. even han wei said i looked dam tired, but it was just after the bench press, which was the 2nd workout.. had 7 in total. gosh. can't even do the lat pull properly.

think i should stop sleeping late already, good for my skin also, but whenever i sleep its at least 9 or 10 hours, don't understand why, but i think it should be enough. i want this to stop lol, dont want to keep feeling lethargic altogether.

went to grandma's house yesterday, haha as usual her cooking is still veryvery good! food rox there. but after a swim downstairs(was at a condo), came up to bathe, and had a talk with my grandma b4 i went into the toilet. shes quite worried about me having difficulty to talk, all who spoke to me asked how long i'm supposed to put on that appliance. its called a reconator by the way, however u spell it i darnoeZ. supposed to keep my lower jaw forward, so it wont slip back to the.. class B position for my teeth. mmhmmm. it was a nice talk. seeing her hair all white and stuff, i mean, its a nice white colour though. but she's a lively granny haha, not that old as u think. i could see from her face... worries. lots of em. bah wish i could do sth to help. i haven't seem my ah ma for a long time already, been busy this year see, and lucky i went, coz she wanted to see how i've been. first thing she said was "aiyo hai shi na yang shou, mei you pang leh". haha then my cuzzies just sat there and laughed? they so cute lah, and from last time, they are very big already. i still thought my cuzzie was p2, when she's p3 already. aha time flies, and her older bro is gonna be p6 nxt year! (i think) PSLE coming! same as me lol A lvls, and my sis, O lvls. its nice seeing them you noe, i mean, its kind of a timely thing? sorta needed that kind of stuff. it really felt nice there.. and to see my grandma its a nice feeling. i dont know how to describe but, i felt really happy seeing her. aha i shud build up more. shudn't make her worry so much. worries are not a necessity in this world, it would not exist if there were no feelings involved. its just that people worry because of love and affection. and i shud help my ah ma erase those worries. totally not needed.

sorry if this post sounds solemn. doesnt sound like the usual me LOL. just been thinking a lot. and i've been trying to revise. but no motivation. maybe for my new fone i will!! hahaa.. haiz u see, no camera fone, cant take pics of my cute cuzzies. they dam pro. maple lvl 41! higher than me =D and they even said "desmond korkor i think u are very cool"
me :"mei you la na li you cool, ni yao kan cool qu wo xue xiao kan lor"

think many pple are cooler than me, like duh, i dun think im cool at all? LOL. but haha its quite nice to have them look up to me like im some uhh.. coolio. gives them direction i hope! but hopefully not in the wrong way. anw, they very CUTE. heehee. and they grown much. celine's hair is longer already, and getting prettier by the day too! and terence got B-I-G-G-E-R, in size, haa and they're much more responsible and not as lazy as b4. oh wells.

com games are boring me to death. i always wondered last time how com games would ever bore me, but then its happening now quite surprisingly. and yeaa this is a long post. haha.. okays shall stop here. <3 ftw!

2006-11-19T00:12:00.000+08:00

haha today class outing, or rather it was er, as glen said it, 6C liu ren zhu outing. haha me glen jianzhi NK brent zhong. had steamboat dinner! koped tons of meat and vege, and yea it was nice to eat ^^ but then we left one whole tub of prawns and like 3 crabs lying there at the table when we left, seafood like mussels and stuff we still ate a bit, but then the prawns are live, however we press them down using the plate for crabs so they wont move, but we only cooked like 3 or 4 prawns, and they were very nice. however one whole tupperware of prawns there! argh, it will be nice to eat, but we all full liao, ate the stuff till we were tired of it haha, and then we left. from 630 to 10 we were at steamboat, before that was bowling! haha tried new style, use 2 fingers only. spin ball violently using arm and wrist, and hope the ball rolls like when the pros bowl it, and woot hopefully it strikes also xD

brent was dam pro with it! omg perfect spin and stuff, i think if we all train that long enuf then we will all be like some shen. haha that style kinda like the PCB style bowling xD
i bowled a spare with that style lol, wha dam fun, and marina bay bowling actually very cheap, so next time i think we shud go there early, 1 game 2.20 only, we went there after 3 so it was like 3.90 for students. and although members one cheaper i wonder how much it would cost to register as a member o.o

before that was er, lets see, ah yes, pool. at marina square! haa teaching beany how to pool and yea at last she got the hang of it! not bad not bad for a beginner =) we played a little arcade also, spamming all those button games and driving games, very long since i played initial D, and lol had new best timing for akagi downhill, well u all prolly dunno whats that its just a hill in japan ba lol. but then timing still not good. ok nvm lol. hahahaha, yea well i just discovered today that the pple in our class all have fortes in arcade games! was at suntec with glen and beany before every1 came, and i was telling beany that glen is very good at shooting games. then yea i'm better at driving games, and NK is well quite an all rounder. but we're all good at button mashing! muahaha, nk played rumble fish 2, some fighting game, then he and glen were mashing like mad, int the end all the super power come out! w00t. so pro rite =D

and recently i've been listening to love you lately by daniel powter, haha its a great song, and i heard it on radio these few days also. always on your side by sheryl crow is also nice, well here is the lyrics for love you lately by daniel powter.

Love You Lately - Daniel Powter

You packed your last two bags.
A taxi's 'round the bend.
You used to laugh out loud,
But you can't remember when.
You lost your lies.
It's like your moving out of time,
And the whole word crumbles right beneath you.

So, I might've made a few mistakes,
But that was back when you would smile,
And we would go everywhere,
But we ain't been there for awhile.
And this I know,
There's a place that we can go-
A place where I can finally let you know.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
We're the only one's that around,
We're the only one's that around this Babylon.

I hope you find whatever you've been lookin' for.
Just remember where you're from and who you are,
'Cause there's a thousand lights that'll make you feel brand new,
But if you ever lose your way, I'll leave one on for you.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
So, come back and you sit down. Relax.
Everything's to see that you've come a long, long way,
And it's the place that you should be.

'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
'Cause I'm the one that loves you lately.
You and me, we got this great thing.
And we're the only one's that around,
We're the only one's that around this Babylon.

2006-11-10T20:01:00.000+08:00

yo! lol past 3 days were nice =D class chalet was cooooooooooooool. hopefully next year we'll have it again after our A's. it bores me to think so far ahead as of now.

first day of chalet was real messy. met up in sch to hand up I & R, then when everything was ready took 93, and changed 15 to reach tampines mall. haha bought the stuff needed for chalet like mad there, some food like otah and satay were already ordered. and we bought as much as we can. but right. i think a bit too much hahahaa but nvm wor proves that we're quite efficient since the food lasted us through the 2 nights =D
guess how much it cost? 150 dollars! woohooo. and so we had every1 to carry abit, walked to the bus interchange to take 29, then we go chalet. lol at first we were like thinking how many stops to take. then mmm i was telling every1 that maybe we really take 29 stops LOL. so we took the pamphlet in the bus, then we looked at it, but still really din noe how much. hmmmm. at last it was abt 23 stops. first day was quite chaotic coz we needed to start-up fire for bbq, and it was quite messy. actually wanted to not slp on the first night, but lol dozed of in front of the xbox console at 5am! they went to watch sunrise but then din see much, told them dreamily that i didnt want to go lol. how cool la, i woke up and only me and jason were in the house!
second day, which was ytd, spent most of the morning time and afternoon time in the chalet slacking~ after that went changi village for lunch, and some of us came back to chalet first, and some went to play frisbee a lil. lol i went back first with chun, yz, jason, chenhui, ngeekiang. wah super stoned after we reached the chalet, the others we gaming and playing mahjong, then we went up on air con and slacked, coz our plan was to go back and rest since we wanted energy ytd night. haha ytd night at this time now we would be barbecueing. lol then we slept, and w00ts our nails got painted LOL. haha jianzhi and benseck, nice painting on my nails sia. and my big toe one paint halfway o.o asked them how come they say very hard to paint hahahaha and scared i woke up. whoa i totally din noe my nails got painted until like after i woke, then jason tell me "for ur info ur naisl are painted". LOL! dam funny, after that walked arnd a bit, a while later BK weisong and benseck had pillow fight! woohoo bk really dam dominant! 2 v 1 i think the 2 got piaked really bad hahaha, it was nice watching =p after that was small T or D(truth or dare) session in the girls' room, and the hai dai hai dai game was changed to "are u excited!" game, haha coz LCJZ aka chua jianzhi sms-ed beany and anqing and angie using his fone "lool we are in the asme room now! are u excited!" LOL you can almost imagine jz saying that la. hes the only person that can use the word "excited". LOL. after that had bbq~ and cheryl and caijing came along, and the bbq lasted thru up till the PRCs had to go. haha was really fun having them in the chalet, they some mahjong pros O.O

and during bqbw e celebrated nov and dec babies' birthdays! although rae and yuzhuo were not there, but yea its rae, yuzhuo, angie, benseck, me, glen, weisong. in chrono order. haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! =)

cake was nice, and glen blew the candles so fast when we blew there was no more flame o.o haha second day barbeque was really nice, coz we finally did the right thing, by bbq-ing the chicken and prawns on the wire gauss(however u spell it) and not on aluminium foil! i think the chicken was so black on the first day coz of the aluminium foil lol, soot formed then its a bad conductor or heat also. hhahaha.. but it was fun! then cooked marshmellows after that, lol how cool first time eating bbq-ed marshmellows for me. crispy on the outside, but soft on the inside! haha.. after that played large scale TorD in the guys' room, lol and there were coolio dares like erm, chun singing to angie (oooo), brent piggy-backing caijing, benseck kissing angie's hand, and glen and caijing in the room together without lights for 10 secs, haha the door was a bit spoilt at first, so its like we cant go in when we came out, so we shouted open the door lolol. bathed after that, and chilled out, by playing mahjong and drinking! ngeekiang super dry gin drink maker, haha nice mix of stuff that he mixed also, gin with orange juice, F&N orange. haha first time for me drinking gin, and whoa my whole face went red. abt the same as drinking red wine lor, just that the smell of alcohol is stronger. haha DAM COOL. and we were all drinking our own cups and watching and playing winning eleven at the same time. YZ's face and neck and body went super red also, aiyo he drink to fast la, and he slept coz he was too tired, and at alst he ended up vomiting =( but he was ok at last so thats good =) me and NK didnt sleep until 6:20 am. was busy playing DOA training session that teaches u how to do all those moves.. ahahaha... so went me and NK went up to wanna slp, discovered that the room was dam cold due to aircon, and when we were coming out of the room a cockroach came in LOL. me and nk were like huh? then jumped over it, hopefully it din crawl over the guys that were slping on the floor xD so me and nk were slping on the sofa at last. then it was morning at 845 when i woke up? then we packed everything b4 930 and after the guys had their dose of the HALO campaign we went to changi village to have breakfast. met the 6A pple there ahaha, they were at chalet I while we were at chalet K. after that we took 29 to TM, but at last all went home, so we decided to have a class outing on some other day again.

lets have it on monday! =D

come to think of it now, wa i reallyreally miss the chalet. its veryveryveryvery nice. i miss the laughter , the mahjong, the games, the atmosphere, the sofa, the kitchen , the bbq pit, the EVERYTHING. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. haha but oh well, we had fun ok! definitely had fun. a lot of it. so yea. it will stay in our memories forever! i think our class is very bonded, and haha we definitely can make it more bonded. simply put, our class just rocks la. WOOHOOO.

07S06C FOREVER =D

2006-10-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

Could the winter cold come twice? 'Coz you heart seems so cold tonight..
or is it almost every night.

since holidays started i started feeling weird again. hmmm. maybe i really school. maybe i really miss it. haha was studying chem spa. real boring! was reading and reading, and wanted to go to slp. zzzzz. dry run on monday was ok. we actually thought it was today lol. well today is ending already. haha. every1's score was ok, mdm fadilah asked us questions also.

and i told my mom that i was taking care of the otah orders for class chalet. AND she said there was a factory in hougang that we can buy from. like !//YAY\\! haha actually i thought it was quite hard to find. but i guess my mom's da savior! actually thought of buying from downstairs though. and every1 dont forget to get teh stuff u are supposed to for class chalet =) AND GET EXCITED FOR IT BABY. haha.. get enough sleep at home first so go there no need slp for first night =D

listening to time and confusion by anberlin. ahh i want new songs to hear. nice songs, emo songs even lol. i realized that emo songs actually quite nice. like amsterdam by anberlin. (scroll down for lyrics).

pw really taking its toll. every1 is so freaking bored abt it. it was the first time that me and glen we off playing games on miniclip during sunday at sch while we were searching for info. and i dun mean go off and play a while, we actually played quite long, like nearly 1 hour? heli atck 3, tribes, war on terror, and tribes is dam fun la, we unlocked like lvls then can play 2 player haha.. oh well, just searching for fun during the boring PW.

every1 good luck for chem spa tmr! oh its today already. ok good luck for chem spa today. w00ts. exciting.

2006-10-24T21:46:00.000+08:00

WOOHOOO! PCB outing rocks =D haha its really nice to go to the beach in sentosa with pcb gang ^^ although i screwed up quite a lot during volleyball =p i noob what haha. but really it was nice, and tiring also. its been quite a while since we got so many people coming together and having fun, and at the end of the day it was really nice also. strong bonds in friendship! i know i may not look like it in school or something but i really treasure these friends well =D

anyways. first sport we did was soccer! and it was dam burning hot. the sand was at first was okay.. then after a while it was !@#$%^&*() hooo! haha.. soccer i anyhow kick a bit.. cant control it well was the last man so just anyhow kick the ball as long as enemy dun score can already.. but i think next time better pass properly if not not very good also. after that was frisbee. fun! then we went into the water to chill~ haha. chill~ catchy. got a way of saying it one ok! stylo milo. after that made like big sand balls that look like the round peant kueh like that, then just threw at anyone of us who entered the water haha.. its not that painful so it wont kill! i think the 2 sway ones, or one, was chiam lol. played water games also! got in one circle in the water throw sand into floating frisbee, who made it sink then will tio owned! haha and keefe dam poor thing la. even though not him still kena slapped by sand hahaha.. really funny site, and at times it looked like he had diarrhoea over his body O.O eww lol.

then got out of the water and went to play vball. aiya i dam noob. whole day either hit out or hit too soft !@#$%. cant even serve properly. oh well. must go train haha.. got to be at least good in it i guess if i were to go beach again. but anyway it was for fun so just anyhow! and timo was dam nice kept telling me nvm la its for fun only and stuff.. haha thx man.. but i felt dam bad at that time also coz keep losing points. nvm do better nxt time =D

after that was royal rumble! hahaa fun! only round 1 was filmed, and sadly i was in round 2! not many pple, coz the people from first round got cuts and small injuries and tired so they went to rest. hahaha, first time playing it and dam fun. summore not dangerous still can like play "wrestling". haha not violent one arh so dun think so bloody. lol. after that chilled out in water more than went to bathe already.

after bathing tried to style my hair a bit with sl's wax, but i think it still looked the same? maybe more shapely thats all ba lol. oh well. after that was dam tired.. every1 was, then went to PS and and ate BK. tried the french chicken burger, not bad la tastes quite good, summore quite worth it inside got ham also! 2 kinds of meat =D then after eating was stoning arnd chatting in BK, and i saw the bat man commercial. the toy. like. "Batarang." I knew how it was read. BUT THEN. when i saw it i thought it was some other word. then how come got malay language in batman commercial one.. not being racist or anything but at first it just looked weird. so i read it as bata-rang. but it was actually bat-a-rang. aiya commercials nvr put properly -.- =p

after that went arcade, stoned around and saw pple playing the basketball game, shooting hoops. wa first time i saw some guy broke record, his hands were moving very fast. pro. wonder how much he spent on the game. quite cool also to see his precision and stuff. played a few games of daytona with txa! wup not bad.

after that yuzhuo msg-ed me. "eh u at PS rite" lol i was like how come he noe. after a few sms-es then he told me he took the long escalator at the NEL side one then saw us while we were hanging arnd outside the arcade. coz we were deciding where to go. then at last decided to go home. coz all of us were tired already.

its just really nice to hang out with them today. feel totally alive now. i mean, like.. well not really totally energetic now cz after today it was really tiring, and now i'm a lil' giddy. wah. its fun i tell you. and ang didnt get into the water until the last 1 hour. so he took some pics =D camera phone = useful woots.

us chilling out in the sea!

stoning by the sea for a while.. enjoying the breeze ^^

after bathe pic! our beautiful jerseys!

haha proud of wearing the pcb jersey. really comfy and nice to wear. and i want to wear it also coz it signifies our bond.

We Hit 'em Hard! =D

2006-10-22T00:42:00.000+08:00

yup here i am again. and amsterdam by anberlin is just too nice =D go get it! if cant get it then get it from me. hoo! trying to learn how to play the drums of the song now.. very cool =)
and its not a rock song or whateva, just alterantive rock i guess but not noisy type.. and very soothing too so go listen =D
on friday oral presentation was very nerve racking.. at first i thought i was okay.. then when i started presenting my hands started shaking.. haha then it got worst.. i think many pple saw it la.. very malu see one guy there talk talk then hand shake shake.. haha.. hopefully the problem will curb.
ang just reminded me got physics spa skill A to do just now. very boring. i think of it then really sian diao. haha but heck la just do and pass up.. i think supposed to be handed up on friday.... but i think very few of us did xD

training starting next week. or so i think. oh well. if i remember its tues thurs sat? haha haven't been training for quite long.. luckily at home i do workout a bit so its okay.
just can't get over my addiction for that song.. listening to it again and again.

been thinking abt how i act in sch.. was wondering if i was too loud and too wacky at times.. haha i better change on that.. otherwise it may get irritating.. ohwell. and jianzhi's OP was dam cool la, first line he said was "light-hearted the skit may be, but meaningless it is not!" HAHA. CLT CUM YODA! best la. dam funny also.. and so catchy! haha can't wait till next tuesday and friday! got pcb outing and class outing! hoo! freedom wan sui =D

2006-10-13T23:17:00.000+08:00

ice skating on wednesday was a new experience for me. i totally didnt noe the ice would be that slippery! whoa after ice-skating had muscle aches and stuff. after skating we went to pool then went to tampines from dinner.. all the way from jurong east. hahaa.. it was a nice train ride, dinner was also not bad, after we finished eating me brent glen bk yuzhuo were talking.. nice chat.

today went to sch for open house.. oh well there weren't many pple there in the afternoon, i think morning had more i guess, swarms of RI and RGS pple or something.. haha quite fun to see the befrienders dance.. and after the first dance suddenly they had to dance the second time. after that helped brought the stuffz from the booth back to the track board. i thought need to put up nicenice, then at last when me and heng went there, coz b4 that vania and roy went first, the stuff was just squeezed into the board ahaha, i dunno if any1 tidied up or not but then me and heng see squeeze so we just put it there like that also. haha but everything was neat, nothing squashed or anything. after that we were waiting for senthil then at last he say cannot go dinner, so we helped vania return freakonomics to library first, then us both went to eat at j8 then ngan ching came along. b4 that when we reached food junction we say ROY and his friends. whoa say what "im going to eat with my frens". turn out most of them girls. and he keep talking to only one of them hahaa.. ok shud not gossip.. so there.

after came back home just put my stuff at home and went down to run.. felt like running. tried to do drills and i discovered i lost my form la. crap to long nvr do back-to-school already (its a drill). then after a while it started raining so i headed home.

recently got the anberlin album. very nice =) go try and get the band's songs if ya can.. recommend amsterdam and paperthin hymn by anberlin =)

sian. i just finished one nissin tom yam cup noodles. wah still hungry. howhow. still got chem CIA to do -.- and PW also. aiyo so boring. but at least promos are over. whee!

Anberlin - Amsterdam

are there no shadows where you are?
i can see everything as day
problems that you try to hide away
pushing me aside
[[ you`re pushing me aside ]]

could the winter calm come twice?
`cause your heart seems so cold tonight?
thirst for substance somehow isn`t right
it`s killing me inside
[[ it's killing you inside ]]
you're killing me inside

i don't wanna be where you are
i don't wanna be here even now
i don't wanna be by your side
if something isn't right
if something isn't right

this is our last goodnight
say what you will
say all that you can
words have no meaning
when i've seen where you've been

this is our last goodnight
say what you will
say all that you can
this is our last goodbye
this is where love ends

are you so naive to right and wrong?
how could you watch innocence forgone?
does what we`ve done ever really belong?
it wasted me away
[[ I feel so wasted away ]]

god if you can hear me out alright
please take these feelings for her inside
my chest hurts when i breathe tonight
it`s wasting me away
[[ you`re wasting me away ]]
they`re wasting me away

i don't wanna be where you are
i don't wanna be here even now
i don't wanna be by your side
something isn't right
something isn't right

this is our last
[[ this is my last ]]

this is our last goodnight
say what you will
say all that you can
words have no meaning
when i've seen where you've been

this our last goodnight
say what you will
say all that you can
this is our last goodbye
this is where love ends
[[ this is my last ]]

this is our last goodnight
say what you will
say all that you can
words have no meaning
when i`ve seen where you've been
[[ this is our last ]]

this is our last goodnight
say what you will
say all that you can
this is our last goodbye
this is where love ends

2006-10-09T20:45:00.000+08:00

roar boring day at school! PE was like floorball. floorball is fine. but then like i think 6 classes clamp to one sports hall a bit cramped up. then maths cant believe it start on new chapter already. vectors. i think we learnt in sec 3 or sec 4 b4.. rmb drawing arrows aboev some alphabets ahaha.. and ratio theorem was i think about that time also. all vague memories.

haha today just saw a glimpse at the PCB jersey! haha super nice. esp the font behind wa dam nice la. i think mine with chrissy hahaha.. can wear out and stuff. i think its equals to a new shirt already hoooo! so shuang. and my dad let me buy when i asked. heehee. yay pcb outing all wear the shirts like howwww niceeeee. ahahaha.

physics lecture Z electric fields. at least still understand. didnt bring my notes xD so shared with jason and glen's. glen was talking so loud that weisong said "wah the glen show" o_O haha but glen is funny sometimes la.. and he loves doing the indian accent LOL. no offense to any1 its just for fun =D

after that was break then econs. played charade! haha fun but some words dont know what pple are pointing out. like caijing's one really didnt look like barriers to entry =p at least jason's one was easy it was just supply haha. oh wells. then heard from miss... crap i forgot her name again! well just heard from her she studied 12 years in U to get the docterate(or however u spell it). wah quite pro cant imagine me studying for 12 years. masters only 6 years. so she chionged 6 years more! powerpack.

but sth she said was quite true. like after u realize ur talents and what u really like then u can pursue the things that u really want. haha for me now i dont think i know yet but i'm aiming for NUS lor. dont know if i'll go overseas or not. im da kind who misses home alot. alot.

oh well doin chem CIA now -.- needa present tmr. cya in sch!

2006-10-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

jamming was fun =) i was late though haha apologized to yh and ang many times, but lucky the guy didnt start charging us from 3. after that we asked if any1 was coming after the 4 o'clock band and there was no one until 8.30, so after that at 515 we jammed abt one and a half hours more! woohoo. super man. all the songs we been practicing finally worked out. and yea it was great! at some parts dunno a bit so we plugged the mp3 into some HUGE speaker and played along whee =) me and yh did some randon progressions. wha shiok sia. the way to play.

and now the haze is very bad. bad for health lor. lucky we went to jam today if tmr go out like wha so hazy and stuff. spoils the mood =p.
haha going to dota now. post-exam life rox. just want my results to be okay i happy already. w00ts at life.

2006-10-04T21:47:00.000+08:00

went to ang's house today. bored. then went to his club to play a little pool and bowling. wa the pool machine quite cheap la one gave one dollar, and its the nine feet table. but then cheat money! first time we put one dollar in nvm, then i put mine in, then no balls roll out. we thought the white ball not there so we but it back, then ang tried another dollar. STILL SPOIL. eh 2 bucks okay. jolly well 2 games of daytona xD

after that went bowling. some other people were there think they very great then make a lot of noise, i think in the end score still lose to jason's or xiong's lol. buy their own ball summore. oh well. not my business.

haha kbox was fun! rae was magnificent. totally din noe she cud sing like that! when she started singing it didnt even sound like her, sounds like some female pop star, seriously very nice. when she sang bei ai de nu ren, wha we were in shock and awe. her voice went very high.. and didnt like break or anything, very stable also. super nice!

then after that we all sang a little, except some people. haha.. nvm la next time go again. super fun lo. my first time going kbox quite a nice experience, and people come and bother us then dao them, hhahaha shiok. until they really chase u away then ok la go out. w00t! after that went pool, then dinner then went home.

haha tired now. looking forward to class LAN tmr!

2006-10-03T00:12:00.001+08:00

1209 am. lol looking forward to kbox today. first time im going to kbox okay! break record. first time going kbox. haha b4 that i think i'll go do a little driving first, then turn up at city hall.

and theres a dodo mosquito biting me now, must be really hungry coz it bit me 4 times already then all very big bites. tmd cant find it. want to smack also cannot zzzzzz.

friday going jamming! with the usual. ang me yh and lang. hopefully class jamming is soon also. woohooooo!

life after promos sure is different. im much more relaxed. and just now dnuno why do push ups suddenly felt more comfortable then usual, form all that. quite shuang hahaha.

saturday went out with boon and ang, pooled arcaded, and walked arnd orchard for quite long. we were looking for the clothes that we wanted, then when saved enough, which i think we have, then know where to get what we went, first time going to far east that day, and there are quite a lot of cool shops there, like there was a shop all selling shirts and t-shirts of bands. was hungry so on the way i bought a choc eclair haha. long time no eat.

and i want the ripcurl long sleeve t-shirt! so nice la. comfy also. w00t.

2006-09-29T22:06:00.000+08:00

1 week nvr post. AND PROMOS ARE OVER. REJOICE! JOY TO THE WORLD, PROMOS ARE OVER!

seriously after the paper i was expecting myself to be more high, but then in the end every1 was like ughh ughh.. hahaha ben lai ying gai xing gao cai lie, then after that all sian sian -.-

but now since promos are over. NO MORE THINGS TO WORRY ABT. haha can play peacefully, go out peacefully, go arcade peacefully, go LAN peacefully.. can do so many things peacefully!

today went to marina square with 6C! had class lunch at pizza hut. long time no eat the pasta. had chicken royale. after that decided to watch miami vice, but it was at three and there were 1 and a half hours more so summore we got split up and we went to walk arnd. dam nice ripcurl long sleeve shirt! i want i want. also all the board shorts. haha then we saw some awfully pink board shorts, and since i was the one who was so enthu abt board shorts nk and jianzhi and benseck was like eh des buy this one! i look already like huh o.o

wah and ripcurl stuff some cheap some awfully expensive. long pants were like $289. siaosiao. like we got a lot of money. i go buy zara or something liao lo. maybe for zara 289 also not enough. hahaha. all the posh stuff there. then i saw nice MYUK wallets =) need a new wallet, and a new hp pouch.. after i get my fone that is. so many things to buy, i think we going shopping for all these stuffs during hols.. jianzhi benseck nk ang me going. i think if i ask more pple shud be can, but too many pple hard to shop lol.

oh well. now promos are over i feel much lighter. hoooo!

2006-09-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

tired. very tired. got home at like 8.30. studied in school the whole day. maths and chem in the morning, then boonshing came over! then we went to play bball before lunch.. after lunch went up for econs where ang taught me how to draw the cost curves =) thx ang!

after that went to read the curves chapter. that was the time i really felt dam freaking tired and stressed. suddenly was very freaked out. about the promos and everything. i took very long to finish that chapter. and i realised there were many things to remember for that chapter itself already. talk about only internal economies of scale there are like 7 or 8 different economies? wowee. not. but ah well. after i finished that chapter went to the track to do some sprints. then there was this RI tracker there. don't know hes supposed to or not but he was doing drills VERY slowly. straight-leg bounding he doing very small steps. well maybe thats his training. darnoe.

after that went back up to class.. mugged on zhong's chem notes a little then we went for dinner at yoshi. wah very expensize. 9 bucks. aiyo. but the food was not bad la. i mean. better than i expected. i think that was only my third or fourth time eating there. lol! oh well. there was this very enthu worker there, every customer must shout greeting. at first i thought he was quite extra.. but then i realised he's very hardworking. very hard to find these people nowadays.. except for kenneth lor. finish ALL the maths questions today only left differential. ONLY. haha then i was like "walao" boonkiat was like "ya lor walao!". hahahaha.. dam funny..

veryvery stressed about promos. don't know why. really. last time CTs i wasn't like that. don't know. k. maybe workload is like a pile. and i take very long to assimilate info.

every1 jiayou for promos =)

2006-09-20T14:01:00.000+08:00

the great countdown! 10 days to freedom. of everything. aahaha. just read econs in the morning. and i understood much more than before. haha. i think i'm worrying too much. whenever i think of the things that needed to be done, i'll get super =.= but i did them anyway. think i'll go do some physics l8er. superposition driving me nuts.

just had lunch too. haiz i really feel very weird not being in schoool xD

anyway this song is very nice! Everywhere I Go by Shawn Mullins. go get it if u can ba. heard it on radio. right now its a bit of relaxation time coz i just mugged econs for 3 hours. although there was some stoning during those 3 hours. but overall result is good. oh wells.

kk more relaxtion till about 2pm.
here are the lyrics.

Everywhere I Go - Shawn Mullins

I'll always take you with me everywhere I go

A good bit of me sleeps underneath
In the bed of my soul, lying next to belief
If I toss where I lay
I might turn her away
So I try to fall still
Dreaming someday I will
Wake Up with you beside me
With all of your love inside me
So when I’m gone it guides me ALL
Everywhere I go, you know, I take you with me Sweet Darling
Everywhere I go, you know, I take you with Me Yea!

A good bit of me keeps to the sky
On the back of a cloud, unaware of how high
If I stay where I lay I might drift away some
From the pull of the Sun, I am full of the Moon
Baby you’re the one that grounds me
When the sounds of this world surround me
Your lovin’ took a look and found me
Lost and on my own , Oh,Oh
Everywhere I go, you know, I take you with me Sweet Darling
Everywhere I go, you know, I take you with Me Yea!

And Baby I always try
Looking at life through open eyes
And Baby my dream came true
With the treasure I find inside of you
Hoo hoo hoo hoo
Everywhere I go, you know, I take you with me Sweet Darling
Everywhere I go, you know, I take you with me Sweet Darling
Everywhere I go, you know, I take you with me Sweet Darling
Everywhere I go, you know, I take you with Me, I take you with me Girl,
Everywhere I go, Everywhere I go.

2006-09-15T18:56:00.000+08:00

lol just didsome binomial today, learnt quite a lot from ben seck and yz.. thx for the help (:
otherwise i wud have went and used those simplified formula until ben seck told me just use the main one ahaha.. boring day at school but at last we still went big macs for lunch. well its the macs beside the bus interchange. then i spilled the cup of ice lemon tea. walao. have a cup gone. spilled on my uniform also but luckily cant see the stain much. then weibong went to take a pic of my mushy-mushy burger. but still can eat haha.. only the bottom slice of bread is SOAKED. and it looks like some decoration food coz like got all the ice cubes around. whee.

i thought i wud have scored quite bad for maths test but in the end still okay haha. just happy that i got that mark. 17/25. no biggie lol. normal grades. if i get that percentage in promos i'll be like how happy already. i'm not a guy who asks for much. maybe probably i'm asking too much from myself.

PE on thursday was frisbee. and i think the class sick of frisbee already lol. there are other games that can be played but then not as fun as frisbee. as in all the fourteen guys cant possibly basketball together. 7 on 7 a bit too much pple on the court? but frisbee play on the field the size very nice. still got wind as the challenging factor aahaha.. but chun throws the frisbee very nice no matter have wind or not.. maybe we should try something else like floorball. but keep equipment very ma fan haha...

anywayz everyone jiayou for promos. dun think i can finish studying coz theres just so much to study. but i'll try my best though, and u all shud too! coz its all for the post-promo activities. woohooo. must get promoted lol.

2006-09-10T01:50:00.000+08:00

nine days through the holidays
and each day seemed like passing facades
because dont think i did much really
never ever seems enough

wonder when will it be sufficient
for my brains to be efficient
during all those tests and useful coefficients.

BLAH. haha just typing some crap. seriously very scared for promos. 2 weeks left and my mind is well.. not really very nourished for the tests. just wanna promote for this year. pass chem pass econs. lol usually i don't aim that low. but i think it will suffice.

chem test on friday. i thought LT would be quite empty. turned out the whole level who took chem was there O.O. entered with kenneth, then cant find them lol. 6C in middle. i see middle ZERO 6c pple. then kenneth say he saw yz and txa on the sides so we walked up there. after we sat down the teachers immediately changed transparency slides. at first was where your class will sit. then it was "find your class and sit down" LOL.

during chem test was like discussion lol. oh well only normal. koolketh saved me is aved kootlketh. on some questions haha. then after we got the answer key jianzhi and i were freaking astounded. iodoform equationn need to write one lol. we all didn't know haha.

actually found it quite relaxing when i got back to school. it felt really different than staying at home and studying all day. maybe its normal to feel that you've not done enough. ahhh whatever.

after that had chem lesson and lunch. ahaha we walked arnd j8. one whole round. go up then go basement. 9 or 10 of us haha. then at last went to s11. since it had the most chances of having places to sit. even ajisen was full. then boonkiat almost went to Tori-Q's then we persuaded him to eat at the coffeeshop haha.
physics lesson was boring. nth to say.

at first wanna go out for dinner with them. then all teng chu -.- left me benseck and BK. so there was a large chance that we all would go home also. then at last just decided after promos then have a good day out with class ba. for all those enjoyments after promos i think we REALLY HAVE TO GO MAD FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS. lolol. see really i got ki siao a not.

if i go crazy in school don't mind me. stress taking its toll. and the late nights. oh wells. think of a lot of things every night. think of you also. a lot. anyways good night =) sleep tight.

2006-09-01T18:07:00.000+08:00

happy teachers' day to all teachers! haha i think most if not all the teachers I've gotten in my life are quite nice. except that I'm quite rebellious. or so i think. haha teachers' day celebration was nice =D performances by superman o.o magic tricks and also the teacher band! in which all of them are PE teachers i think aaha... and i saw ms chai perform so cool lah. I didn't even know she plays the violin. wowee! played a solo somemore.

AND aces day workout was like HUH? Don't really know where the "teacher" came from but i heard he's from bodyjam or something. Not trying to be mean but he's very spasmic! I see him swing hands here and there like he can't control lolol. I didn't hear much of the dance instructions so the only thing i knew was shoot shoot shoot and big hug and the thingy then u grind to the ground. lol funky dance!
and mr tham was DAM CUTE! we should have voted him for cutest teacher award lor. He's my chem focus teacher and I think he''s very patient with all of us.. and very nice also. Come to think of it.. I think all of the chem teachers are the nicest and most patient ones. don't really know but it seems like it.

Went back to RI also.. met my class.. played violent basketball! woohoo revisiting the good old days of RI where seriously compared to now homework wasn't a worry. A lot of people changed since going to RJC, and I think I've changed much also. Done things like I've never done before. And i'll try not being so loud. somehow i just can't control my voice =X

went the marina sq with 4C after much consideration of what we watned to do.. then we decided to eat and bowl! long time never bowl with 4C already. jason loon still has his skills eh? and xiong became dam pro now. My bowling isnt't that great.. got about 60 plus? something like that ahaha.. but it was fun (:

been trying to revise.. but just can't concentrate much.. anw.. Happy teachers' day to all teachers!

2006-08-30T20:55:00.000+08:00

To Mr Ang Soh Tuan, the best drum teacher one can ever have :
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!
i've really learnt a lot from you for the past one year or so, and I will definitely remember everything you told me that can help me improve. =D hopefully if i come back to learn again you will still be there teaching haha.. kinda mushy but i'll miss you =) haha.. MR ANG For The Win! and Happy Teachers' Day to you!

bought Merci chocs for Mr Ang haha.. last drum lesson. for the year. and the next. after my A lvls u bet i'll be the first one going to learn. i'll just sneak out of army to go. thats if i can. can't stand life without drums seriously. thats gotta suck. but i'll get used to it, and never forget the feeling of drumming. till after A's, till getting my drumset, till going back to dhoby to learn, i'll prac every day to get my strokes right haha.. practice makes perfect yea?

ah boring day at school. well i'm kinda proud of myself now.. after studying chem i realized i know how to do much of the elucidation questions.. may seem easy for others.. but its okay for me now instead of totally cannot do. hard work pays off. understand more abt econs already, for physics and maths i'll just practice more. i continue this and i think i'll do fine in promos.. my main aim is to get promoted. somehow i'm quite scared of the promos.. like some very very very tall high jump height that i have to clear.. haha i'll clear it man.. i want to jump like 1.9 at least for next year. woots. set aims and work for it baby.

you noe its kinda weird a feeling that i get when the hols come. dunno if u all feel it, but then when the hols come it makes me wanna go back to school? but when there is school i want the weekends to come so i dont have to go to school. weirddd. prolly its just normal.

Kinda sick of life for now. coz its work everyday. a little play. and more work. i need something to tide me through this. haha studying together with friends really helps quite a lot i guess. at home now really got no spirit to just take the notes and read. but i dont want studying to be a chore. i hope in the future it would be something meaningful to me ba. just need to clear things up.. one by one.. as i tell alot of pple.. one by one.

2006-08-25T21:06:00.000+08:00

long time no post. 1 week 2 days. ahhhhhh busy like crap these days. busy until fall sick.. been exactly a week since the day i felt like a little... sick. haha. last friday had slight headache already.. then after me the guys and some gals also got the flu bug.. i'm almost un-sick already i guess. just have flu and like phlegm.. sore throat a bit.. after that its no more sickness. quite surprised really i din get fever.. fever really is very irritating and troublesome also.. many of the class guys are also much better already.

just finished watching FF7 AC. for those who don't know.. its final fantasy 7 : advent children. this is like 3rd time watching.. today suddenly i felt like watching it so i watched the whole thing.. understood a lot more abt the storyline.. and the movie is VERY nice. haha.. super! all the effects and stuff. can't stress enough how real it looked. and how cool! cloud's and zack's hair defies gravity haha.. real nice a movie if u all wanna watch can borrow from me or txa or yz. i think still got a few more in class who have the movie. haha okay now i'm all high coz cant get over the movie LOL.

i realized my workload increased drastically over the past 1 week or so.. really hectic. guess lagman was right when he was saying that JC life is going to be the busiest 2 years of our life yea? the amount of info needed to be crammed into our brains.. whoa. but we all can i guess. sometimes i look at the pile of notes and i wonder whether it can all fit inside my head. the info that is. haha..

but somehow i feel much "safer" in a sense after i study.. maybe because i'm able to like answer questions that i didn't noe in the past. been feelin really weird lately. maybe the syndrome is called 'emo' lol. i dun think so haha. but then i've been thinking alot alot more lately. thinking much deeper. i wonder if its normal. i think it is la. the whole lifestyle changed from RI to RJC. its like RI is the halogenoalkane.. and RJC is the end product.. and i'm in the transition state.. in between everything.. yet to finalize and invert ya noe? lol too much chem. i just had chem focus and we covered Walden's inversion aka backside attack xD. LOL.

but out of all these emotions. somehow i feel right. ya know.. just like erm.. in place. doing things the way i shud.

to end of the post.. a quote from Cloud.. FF7 AC : Orewa Hitori Jya Nai. =)

mug. of hot milo.

2006-08-16T20:27:00.000+08:00

been muggin more lately. mug until i wanna drink milo always. haiz im still not quite used to this life yet.. RI days were.. well theres only one word to describe it eh? slack. seriously u could play the WHOLE year and still get good GPA by muggin during the last 2 or 3 weeks. i din do that la obviously. some people did that though.. coz they were cleverer. pple like me have to keep consistent with work.. which i am certainly trying to do now.

i wonder how pple like kenneth can like have the motivation to finish the whole chem tutorial! okay la maybe im just plain lazy and no mood for chem. but even if i do i like only do until question 4 only. and kenneth spams tutorials. i think maybe i'll be like him already. its more worth it than to spend time on like tv. not like i wont watch, or wont come online. but i'll cut down the time. so maybe i wont be bloggin that often anymore.. once per week? or maybe more la. not because im lazy to blog. but i must get used to the.. mug-more-use-com-less lifestyle.

boonshing was discussing with me abt life and stuff.. results... school etc.. and its very touching coz when i said i think like im gonna die of too much work and scared i cant get results, but he said"can one la relax. desdes can do anything he want one." haha when i saw that it was real nice. =) thx boon! u too yea? and after promos lets go pool or movies with the 4C gang or sth.. very long nvr go out together already.

for the relaxation time after promos.. LETS ALL MUG FOR PROMOS!

2006-08-13T00:02:00.000+08:00

k. BORING. did physics the whole day. but it isnt a lot. just hope that i won't do badly for monday's test. its like we have tests on monday tues day and wednesday. physics econs and GP. ZZZZ. and my sis just sent me some like friendship test on sms today. although i think it shouldn't be done with sibblings haha.. otherwise its like. weird.
sent the msg to a few of the pple haha.. txa weisong koolketh brent yuzhuo.. dam funny! keth and brent gave me weird answers that led to weird meanings. LOLOL. i was looking at keth's answer and like LMAO.

okays well anyway the question was "what drink will u share with me.. " shall not reveal the meanings but keth said "fruit juice coz we're both screwed up." LOL. as in there was a choice of fruit juice la, but the meaning is like SICK. haha depends how u look at it though. oh well.

and er i have been tagged! by txa.
to do this thingy. so here goes..

1.Do the following WITHOUT complaints
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you have completed yours
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with "I have been tagged!" then do this.

Current Mood: bored.
Current Taste: taste of plain water. ok la no taste
Current Clothes: sec 1 orientation shirt! x-calibre wahaha! and pants.
Current Desktop: desktop wallpaper? picture of someone.
Toenail Colour: dont paint nails lol.
Curent Time: 12.11AM. listening to art of life by x-japan. relaxation time (:
Current Surroundings: a lil humid. dad behind me.. in the study rm.
Current Annoyances: the need for revision of tests, promos. zzzzz.
First Best Friends: jiahao, yuxuan, renjie. p sch guys.
First Crush: in primary school.. er i think her name is... oo i forgot.
First Movie: QIAN BU GOU YONG! MONEY NO ENOUGH! hahahaha it was dam funny. i rmb jack neo said eh the one in white lend me some money i was like looking at my shirt. luckily not white if not i will shock diao ahahahaha.
First Lie: very long ago when i was a kid. forgotten already. (:
First Music: the corrs! =D
Last Crush: NIL? lol.
Last Movie: click =D its very nice go watch =)
Last Phone Call: with my dad in the evening askin whether what i wanted to eat lol.
Last song played: Art of Life by X-japan. its 34 mins long! w00t =)
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: erm no. guys we just go out with each other. for girls nope.
Have you ever broken the law: nope. break law for what. nothing to do isit lol. okay i've jaywalked lol.
Have you ever been arrested: nope i walk very fast so police can't catch after i crossroad xD anyways no.
Have you ever skinny-dipped: nope.
Have you ever been on TV: nope although my p sch class was shown on tv but i wasnt in the camera(AIYA!)
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: er.. no.
5 things you are wearing: shirt, pants.
4 things you did today: physics 10 year series, slept in the afternoon, practised my drum strokes, listened to mp3.
3 things you can hear right now: Everfree by X-Japan!, my com's sound, rustling of trees.
1 thing you do when you're bored: practise my drumming! =)

okay.. i tag..
1. manpreet
2. anqing
3. manquan
4. marcus
5. shenglin

2006-08-10T01:25:00.000+08:00

whoo im happy for my new skin coz i think it looks really nice ahaha.. the patterns and all.. thx to the person who made this skin! and i think i better fix my timings.. gmt +8.. but i dunno where to change it in the template there.. ugh.

talk abt national day. this year national day how come end so early! i was quite surprised la. last few years all lasted like how long one dam boring. this year one 2 hour plus only and very nice haha.. love the fireworks (:

i feel that every post i post. i will always say that its very boring. school that is. i think i have been overusing that word here for like many many times. even if the limit was like 200 borings i think i went over. lolol!

haha and i cut my hair already.. first time my hair was cut by male hairstylist, thats if u dun count those barbers... the guy is a new guy at the shop i frequent i think.. wah and hes dam pro.. help me measure this and that.. the other female hairdressers they just look and see if its abt there only.. and i love my hair now =) haha.. havent had this kinda hairstyle for quite some time.. so now i'm re-living it haha xD

hopefully it doesnt look "pai-kia" anymore. when i saw the class photo i was like wha. but aik told me nothing wrong in looking "pai-kia" haha.. but somehow i dun really like it.. hhmmmm.. but "pai-kias" can be nice haha.. oh wells what am i saying.

wah its 1:43am in the night and im hungry.. think i'll go make a milo or sth..

2006-08-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

rawr tiring day at school again. and stall 2 cooks nice potato wedges lah. ns. me and zhong keep going to buy hahaha.. i think im getting addicted to it or something.. and that mandarin orange drink from the limeade brand one.. forgot whats its called.. anyway it tastes super nice.. just like freshly squeezed mandarin orange juice! or at least thats what they say =p

haha today PE we thought it was all HEALTH ED (boOoOoO) but then it was soccer.. hmm wonder why mr go wants us to play soccer so much.. think it helps us train ba.. running up and down the field.. my soccer skills just suck.. cant even kick ze ball properly.. shud go prac it more or sth.. hopefully we will do frisbee nxt week? haha cant wait.. and monday got PINGPONG. w0o0! and tmr is friday.. go home slp can wake up lateeeeee.. but then i wud rather slp early.. haiz.. these days workload is a ton, especially pw really pisses pple off. deadlines and stuff to rush. wonder whats the dam hurry. report in one week's notice. and its killing us all. i mean ALL. today jianzhi while queueing at yong tau foo stall asked say can finish a not.. i say maybe can he tell me dun hand up! lol! jason said dunno.. others too i guess.. so i think tmr like no one handing up o.o

but seriously pw is forcing all the workload on us while we ought to study for promos =)

i wonder if we all deserve some rest? maybe national day holidays can act as a few pauses from school life to give us more time to breathe.. but at the same time i'm wondering if i'm putting enough effort into studying or not.. at the mean time its a NO. ugh.. cant believe it in school i actually thought that going to school is better coz when i come home i have to face WORK. piles of it. wonder if next year if it will be heaps or hills o.O

and i dunno how to do tut 6! differential eqns driving me crazy. lolol. and our class blog is nicee =) woot! class bonding wan sui!

2006-07-30T19:03:00.000+08:00

it pains. to realize that i wont be playing drums every week again. yea. canceling my lessons. i was tlaking over dinner abt it, with my dad.. he knows i'm quite sad abt it, but he also told me i'll really have an even harder time nxt year going every wednesday. dont mention next year, this year has been busy enough. and guess what the year isn't over yet. its just that the wednesdays in sch are mostly for so many other activites. and i have training on wed too. and i haven't been going for too many lessons due to these activities. yea i know that if i'm not scared of that much trouble i would still continue, but its very troublesome for both me and my teacher, and when you're paying school fees and not turning up, its quite a waste. but it totally isn't about the money. its about... time. i know i will be dam freaking stoned without my lessons every week, but i've sorted out all the other options.. and maybe it isn't so bad after all. or am i just trying to console myself. well i have a guitar at home that i can try learning. but that isn't the damn point. i've thought about it for quite some time and i think its best to just let go for a while.. there will be times where i can take it up again.. although it will be much much later.. next year the lessons end at like five on 4 days per week.. and i've thought about changing lessons times, but it may work for this year.. but definitely not the next.. plus i've got training every wednesday and i've to go all the way to dhoby and back again. i've done it many times this year but frankly speaking its really tiring and when i reach training most of the time i'm like out of energy.

there are pple whom i know that self-learned drums.. point is i wont get a drum set till after A lvls. a rule that my dad set. haha beats not getting drums at all eh?

its just that.. from a month later and onwards.. my life would be missing those beats, those flams, those bass drum sounds, those high-hat rhythms. i feel so useless in some way that why cant i just make this work out.. but on the other hand i know its better for me to do this. its just so.

agonising. that i wont be touching the drum set weekly. haha i'm quite a drum freak eh. thats me... thats me...

these days have been doing my tutorials.. and i've been trying to set goals for myself.. since lesser time is spent on drums.. more on studying and TRAINING. i wanna jump man.. fly high. just. jump. high. its so good to feel yourself in the air.. freely floating for a moment.. but thats enough to make me up and jumping more.. to just know you are sort of flying high. haha.. hopefully no more injuries until next year's nationals.. first time i feel like getting a medal so much.. yeah..

its always good to set aims in life (: at least u feel that you're going somewhere. a direction. a path. towards an end. and from that end we start a new journey again.

TMR PE LESSON IS PINGPONG. WHOOOOOHOOOO. ok man all set man. woot! exciting. hahahaha... see ya all in school!

2006-07-23T15:07:00.000+08:00

hello! due to overwhelming response, and my own conscience, I SHALL UPDATE! update update update.. ok lame -.-

anyways school has been okay these past 2 weeks. PE lesson now so fun got frisbee and stuff, PE module starting soon too cant wait ^^. i think most of the guys are going for pingpong! pingpong so fun right, i think the name came from the sound made by ur bat and the ball? ping and pong. LOL. okay random. poor brent i hope he passes his napfa la, we all wanna help him but dunno he want a not lur. maybe after PE lesson force him go do pull up ba.

haiz sometimes i wonder if i like i shud do something or not. u want answers but all that comes are doubts. uncertainty, calamity. at times ure scared of doing something, but at times u think its very fine. being unable to noe where are u standing is quite scary, being unable to achieve something u really want is too agonising. but sometimes u just have to let it go, when its time to let go. but when its not, never ever do.

but sometimes u just dont know when, but i guess the time will come, and when it comes u will know exactly what to do. for now just be stable.

argh. things are getting more and more confusing these days. so much homework. promos. i wonder if this is called stress. coz i dun really know what is it. maybe its the feeling u get when u dont study? or maybe its because of the life ure in.

doing some gp peer review thingy now. so boring la. and this C.A.D thing for Gp has been drilled into our heads for lke 4 weeks already. when will it stop. i wonder if GP was only all about compre and compo techniques and nothing else. maybe they are supposed to teach current affairs? but i think not. that would be in history. weird eh current affairs in history. apparently as mr lee chun duan says its just because its past already can be included in history. but current affairs is nice to study lol.

so sian still have to do some econs outline thing. WALAO. bored. like mad. kk i go do le. cya.

2006-07-10T21:35:00.000+08:00

school is fun these days. and so was world cup! haha.. i think zidane was really pist that time.. thats why he headbutted materazzi.. but come to think of it no matter how pist he was he shudnt have done that. oh well. actually i wanted to slp already then when i realized it was already 2am so i went to watch world cup. din expect it to be so exciting =)

sigh but france lost. italy got skills la.. but france was on the offensive very nicely on the second half.. made use of the chances to atck very well.. oh well.. only a game eh?

and sry to yuzhuo and chun coz i cant go CJ's house to watch haha.. dad didnt allow.. oh well i had company too ^^ haven experienced watching world cup with a whole big bunch of friends yet.. shud try the next world cup.

high jump finals on wednesday hooo!!! jiayou aikkwan and heng and KX. gogogo =D
although this year i not taking part.. but i will nxt year.. haha.. argh cant wait to get back to jumping.. wonder when mr seem would tell me to start jumping.. done weights for quite long already.. but building up strength isnt as bad either ^^

i found this quote today : " i wanna try my hand at this game called life.. i wont know anything until i make my move"
haha sounds nice lur. k needa go mug a bit le.. cya!

2006-07-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

whee CTs over! lol a bit lag but haha who cares

went on class outings on both thursday and friday woot. superman was a nice movie, so was class LAN (: so rare la 12 pple turned up altogether. although 2 had to go we still had full in house dota! before 2 more had to go.. haha nice right. bloody nice. hoho.

during the days of the england and brazil matches i was like feeling dam heavy-headed.. so i just went to slp, who knows once i lie down its 10 hours.. cant blame previous day only slept 4 hours, still got training when i woke on sat so oh well. and who knows when i woke up brazil lost. my sis's music teacher earned 500 bucks out of that lolol. good prediction? but seriously i was supporting france coz i knew brazil wud win, then france win. so actually all the same. ugh. nvm.

now CTs over enjoy a while first, i think after abt 1 or 2 wks i start choinging liao lol. doesnt seem like me eh? no choice la promos really coming. fast. blink of an eye its term 4 week 4 and boom promos in front of ur face. wowee. exciting.

lol yay now got PE module VOTE FOR BASKETBALL. OR HIGH JUMP. or both haha. i wonder high jump can a not lol. maybe we choose extremities like ballet or breakdancing. or even yoga! well thats if the school provides these modules la. lolol. looking forward to a fun term 3 and 4! hurrah for no mroe CTs!

2006-06-24T00:05:00.000+08:00

lol average one week one post! i admit im lazy. but i still blog (: everyone cui wo blog for wad. relax lur :)

haha nice matches yesterday.. italy won hooo! brazil won awwww LOL. seriously i was supporting japan. they so poor thing la. stupid australia how tyco can they get. win jp by 3 goals seriously dam anyhow. 3 goals in 9 minutes, dunno say them manly or say them tyco.

i went to sleep at like the 25th minute of the game, when japan scored at the 29th minute. walao i stay up a few mins more i can see a GOAL. oh well. morning had chem make-up so slp is good (: these days everybody mugging madly. except me. i like everyday do a bit or something.. haiz. no motivation. but im still okay with the subjects la.. just a matter of confidence maybe.

oh yea go listen far away by nickelback. i think a lot of pple say nice liao i laggy xD lyrics of that song are nice. haha.. i just want common test to be over. but then to live thru the 4 days is like tough. lol. heard seniors say their j1 common test after u come out u will be like "oh shit dam hard wth !@#$%^&*()! " haha hopefully not that bad. or else really ggxx =D

2006-06-17T01:21:00.000+08:00

time flies fast. way too fast. 1 week left and its CT. omgosh. sometimes i just wonder whether time is fast or slow. after the first week i thought it was quite slow.. yuzhuo they all said it was way too fast. but now. i'm starting to feel it. and it aint good. have u ever got that feeling that even if u study.. u dun think u are prepared enough for tests? sometimes i get that feeling. and everytime the results come back, and u see low marks, u really feel like crying there and then but u just hang on and and that moment passes. its like something tearing ur heart. i never did like seeing bad results.. who does? maybe i got that phobia from sec1 and sec2. results we not good then. lol i scared i sound dam mugger after i write this haha.. IM NOT MUGGER. i just study for the tests =D

everytime i think of studying and it makes me so friggin bored. ugh. but no choice.

anyawy i've been watchin WC and GERRARD'S GOAL WAS DAM NICE. HOOOOOOOOOOO! peter crouch imba tall also haha. nice header! and i din watch argentina vs siberia match, watched the news just now thought they will show highlights but then didnt. guess i have to watch tmr on the news then. 6-0 argentina.. what a match eh? what a match indeed. received news of it while i was eating supper haha.. im not really a soccer fan. but world cup EXCITING. so i watch =D

tmr, or shud i say today, since its 1.28 am, got germany's match i think. nice to watch too. haha.. at least world cup is helping me relieve stress. better than nothing. now my dad's much easier on me abt using the com for too long now.. maybe thats coz i sue it late at night =P lalalalala. =D

2006-06-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

ah sian. been studying. hasnt every1? lol.
cant wait for CTs to be over. wonder if time is gonna pass very fast for the nxt 2 weeks. wonder if im even studying hard enough. then my dad whole day dun want me to use com so long. sick of it. its dam controlling. argh. haha cud get used to it. everything he tells me he always ends with "whatever u want to do, do after common test." wooot i can be my own dad seh. i noe everything he says xD

dam fun la sometimes i just start to copy him a lot then he wun get pist also he finds it funny hahahaha.. then my sis at the side keep laughing. HAHA super fun for me also xD wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. lifes not that boring when ya mug. itz what ya do after u mug LOL. i mean. u cant possibly mug the whole day rite. eeeeeeee.

oh ya! ppl that went on econs trip coming back today haha. wonder if it was fun. USA leh. i want bubble gumm. hope they bought xD

now my dad pestering me again =.= dun care! for once im gonna rebel. ok la more than once. haha actually quite alot xD lalalalala. looking forward to tracknfield flag day (:

2006-06-03T00:28:00.000+08:00

havent blogged in such a long time.. 1 week. sian coz of my dad.. dun let me use.. but now got chance.. anw he let me so no difference.. have been forced to mug this whole week lol.. but oh well its good for me so i cant complain =/

lol dam sian these days staring at chem for so long coz monday got revision test. lol only thing thats makes me a lil more energetic is training.. ironic eh? lol at least training keeps me up otherwise i'll be bored. today training wore my spike and ran haha... feeling is still there ba.. so not that worried. yupp.

IMS.

2006-05-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

end of term 2. cant seem to stress this enough but time is passing really fast aint it? blink of an eye 10 weeks. an even shorter blink of an eye and its common tests. think the tests are kinda scary so i'll mug. every1 will. but glen says hes not muggin until the last wk of hols lol. but he doesnt need to worry la hes so bright.

did frisbee on thursday's PE. first time i got tired in PE, as in its like 2.4km run that kind of panting. wowee. and zhong is SERIOUSLY some man. he rushes to catch the frisbee so easily =.= its like he gots boosters or sth. frisbee dropping then he see some fast movement of his feet then he catch frisbee. lol if ms chai sees him do that i wonder if she'll take him into sprinting haha xD

went to watch X3 today. quite a nice movie la.. got to see many more coool mutants haha.. but it was quite unexpected though that some characters just died like that.. and sng tiak's favourite mutant too.. haha shall not spoil the story go watch it its nice (:

just now just quarrelled with my mom abit. just because of the simple reason that she thinks i dun study enough. zzz. like she wants me to sit in front of her to study then she will be happy. ah wadeva. dun want to quarrel anymore. SICK OF IT. seriously. nxt time i'll just shut up.zip.

anger sucks. miserability sucks too. dun want to feel that at all. ah well gtg bb (:

2006-05-22T20:07:00.000+08:00

k im dead meat. seriously. like wth. i started to burn my cd, then wow the cd rom drive just went crazy. weird sounds started coming out, like the cd was anyhow spinning or sth. i restart the com and took the disk out, the sides were like chipped, and now the cdrom drive cant scan no shit. somebody save me.

my dad at barbecue now. he mood so good when he come back hear the cdrom drive spoil he gonna scold me until i dun need to slp or sth. shit la really dead. its not because need to spend money to buy. its becuase my dad need to go thru trouble to get a new cdrom drive. and thats what he hates. and he will totally think i did something to spoil the drive. GOD HELP ME.

hopefully nothing big happens when i tell this to him. otherwise i really GGXX. badminton was fun today. at least can lob the ball from end to end. ARGH MY CD ROM DRIVE. although i want a dvd-burner though, but thats out of the dam point.

this time im really screwed. this drive has been here for.. i thin.. almost 2 years already. most cd drives last longer than that. but it cant just go crazy like that what. i put in the cd properly and everything. =(

oh well. all the best to me.

2006-05-21T20:13:00.000+08:00

The All-American Rejects - It Ends Tonight

Your subtleties
They strangle me
I can't explain myself at all.
And all that wants
And all that needs
All I don't want to need at all.

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

When darkness turns to light,
It ends tonight
It ends tonight.

A falling star
Least I fall alone.
I can't explain what you can't explain.
You're finding things that you didn't know
I look at you with such disdain

The walls start breathing
My minds unweaving
Maybe it's best you leave me alone.
A weight is lifted
On this evening
I give the final blow.

[Chorus]
When darkness turns to light
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.
Just a little insight will make this right
It's too late to fight
It ends tonight,
It ends tonight.

Now I'm on my own side
It's better than being on your side
It's my fault when your blind
It's better that I see it through your eyes

All these thoughts locked inside
Now you're the first to know

[Chorus x2]

its a nice song. and it pretty much depicts my life now.. troubled kid i am.. tsktsk des. bah this is so emo.
but seriously. life is screwed. pretty much at least. feel so weird sometimes. sometimes i say weird things, sometimes i do things that i dont want. i wanna make that right, even in the least it would help.

tried to study GP, tried to read stuff, but all i read 2 or 3 times was the GP test and the compres.. did my chem assignment, but wonder whether the answers are right. i wonder if there are even right answers in life. in my life. or maybe im supposed to make the answers right.

anyway training was fun on saturday. miss training with jumpers alot haha.. it was really nice. long time to see them already coz of the self-training. did weights on sat.. and now my legs and arms aching like mad.

on friday went to studio with yuehao, played cds and tried to jam a bit, and i can play most of the songs already haha.. and yuehao was a bit pist coz my drums too loud he cant hear the guitar from the song haha xD sry yh.. but drums play loudloud then shuang. LOL. ok nvm. nxt time maybe ang and lang shud go too, hopefully yamaha allows that. or we can do that SECRETLY muahahaha.

lol okies i think i go watch sg idol now. cant wait to play badminton tmr during PE. and i shud really get rid of all this angst and boredom inside me. if i manage to. haha cya all in school (:

2006-05-18T22:55:00.000+08:00

saysay.. hard guy cupid was nice to watch eh? so touching. but im totally knocked. tired like mad. today just completed whole set of NAPFA HOOOO! lol. can do pull up already =D but standing broad jump screwed up !@#$% anw still passed. nxt year gonna do better =D

haven been going for track these days, although i've been doing my weights, but then i wonder whats going on every tues and wed and sat. mr seem wants me to do weights only, but i feel like going lol. maybe i shall. on saturday. argh hope my jaw recovers quickly. want to jump again.

today whole day we were admiring zhong's fone lol. nokia 6280 take pics and video like mad haha.. nice fone to look at too screen so biggggggggggg. haha.. scandalous shots were taken xD

these days feel quite at a dilemna coz i wonder if jumpers they alll will get angry if i dun turn up lol. but not all of them noe abt my condition. no point letting them noe either. argh. its just so weird la not turning up but still doing training. saturday they're doing weights i guess so i will turn up. doing with them better than doing urself. although at some points i think doing urself would be better, but oh well going every sat isnt gonna take alot of time. bahh feel so lost. everytime i think of it i feel so out of place. maybe i shudnt be so sensitive.

and school time has been passing freaking fast. week 9 already? seriously quite a blink of an eye to think how come i sat through THAT much physics and chem practicals. wow. its like in JC u can feel the whole rush? but in sec sch u just go with everything that happens. i mean. in sec sch, in ri, time passes way slower. its such a huge difference, that sometimes i just wanna go back to sec 4 lol. if we were sec 4 now we would be celebrating coz common tests are over =.= what now. whole holidays will be practically gone with all the mugging i'll do. making it more like i-learning month at home. hopefully there'll be time to go jam and stuff. miss playing the drumset. i wanna get a set at home but it seems quite impossible.. maybe after e CTs i may hav a chance? based on good results, so i'll have to slog my way thru june. but it'll pay off.. i know it will.

oh well. less than a week to GP CT. and what the heck do i study? i dunno. but i'll just go read up everything la. paul khoo's notes help. a lot in fact. its just those GP notes that they print for us, i wonder if they are helpful. at home and at school its just the same thing everyday. having a drumset at home will make a WHOLE lot of difference to me, but that would be a dream so near yet so far. haha.. my dad says after 'A' lvls. i say after A lvls got army, play wad drumset. ><

ahhhhhh oh well. maybe we should really live life like this quote: "Live everyday like you're gonna die on that day." or however it should be said. i really wonder how to do that..

2006-05-15T17:19:00.000+08:00

hoho! first day of the week and the school is under HARD GAY MADNESS! if u all want to know more abt hard gay, go youtube.com search "hard gay", and watch the ones with subtitles. haha really lmao when i watched the first ever hard gay episode.

its good that now 2.4 run and chem spa are OVER. now only left 5 stations on thursday woooot. my graph quite nice la.. now much of the stress gone liao coz i just wanted monday's school to be over fast, and indeed it is now =D today ran like 11.57 for 2.4, not the best of timings. but oh well. its a C grade haha xD

dun think the whole backrow boys will do chem again, but maybe i will do chem tut later. MAYBE. the sch term coming to an end, and theres GP common test nxt week =.= wonder how to revise, do more reading maybe.. and hopefully our second submission of GPP gets accepted =]

ciao!

2006-05-12T13:54:00.000+08:00

woots. vesak day! equals slack day woooooot! and hard gay video is dam funny la u all shud go watch ^^ seriously its lmao lol. bah cant believe it vesak day and i revising for physics. anw i think i better mug more today coz tmr going out to jam =D songs already fixed so tmr its just go and enjoy =D

this whole week has been quite hectic, and tests results got back liao. im happy with my results lol, actually shocked that i got quite okay for my maths haha, the whole test i was totally bored then ngeekiang sitting beside me say his stomach just growled. and ya that time i was hungry also so couldn't think much xD kept thinking of chicken sandwich in canteen, or stall 12 asam fish xD

during chem lec this week teacher announced that those who failed chem need to go for REVISION test. =.= got such thing called revision test sia, and nid to go for 2 summore. basically its forcing u to study, coz these 2 tests cover all topics. HOOOOO! its good that it forces u to mug, but its bad that u have to go back to school fr 2 hours during hols. argh.

and the whole week i have been gyming haha, still cant jump yet. anw coach wants me to get stronger so do weights loh. ah well. supposed to have class outing today on vesak day, but then i think at last everybody see GPP rejected then siandiao liao. not because its rejected, but because need to think of other topic. i think quite a lot of us in class need to think of new topic to write sia, including my grp. so far we ahd only abt 3 ideas or so, hopefully it'll work out.

k guesss thats all then =D and our class shud go ice skating some day. xD

2006-05-08T21:29:00.000+08:00

i want to change. for the better.

2006-05-08T19:30:00.000+08:00

im frreaking sick of my mother nagging everyday. seriously. like wtf everytime i reach home sure got sth to say one, just sooner or later only, whatever has got into her i dunno but still must bear with it. today i was finding my econs stuff, then she tell me open door coz she wanted to throw rubbish, she was in the kitchen but then nvr on the light, then after that she broke some glass or clay thing or whatever then blame me say why dun want open the door faster. walao.
but it will die down one. just dunno when nia. maybe my test result come back then if good then she happy o.o

bah. today was a nice day in school haha. but got 2 hours of physics tut haha, finished the whole work energy power tutorial. most of us didnt or dunno how to do the tutorial but im surprised ms ng didnt get angry or like scold us lol, or maybe she was on the verge of it haha, i think nxt time better do tutorials xD
PE was all abt badminton skills lol.. smashing lobbing and driving the shuttlecock to back of the court. lol fun sia can anyhow whack, ang say whack shuttlecock farfar very shuang LOL. well i have the same feeling too heehee.

hopefully tmr slackier. my whole mind is on physics SPA n napfa =.= yep havent took napfa it yet was sick the first time. lol holidays coming already, vesak day also. and thursday is friday timetable! HOHO fun. but then need to do maths tuts =.= lol k gonna do my econs now.. cya =]

2006-05-07T10:08:00.000+08:00

hoho. hihi. hehe. SIAN!

ytd went back to sch to do PW GPP =.=.=.=.= i dunno what got into me so i chionged 815 words out O.O glen was talking abt first time coming back to sch for official stuff lol, i think he will come back many more times sia. PW need to meet up many more times also. haiz. we did PW for 4 hours straight.. well actually 3 and a half la. we slacked for half and hour watching videos from youtube lol.

watched the sequel for "Cd-pro 2", called"i-Pod" lol. watched the whole thing i think. or at least 6 episodes of it. dam wth. but it was funny la haha. first thing i saw when i walk into sch is ZIJIANRRRR. his volleyball actually not bad leh i see him do stuff quite nice. aft pw me n glen went to eat, while the others went home. went to PS foodcourt, first time tryin the riverside barbecue thing actually quite nice. the chicken veh solid sia. no wonder the queue so long. but when i bought no queue xD

these days i dun feel like getting down to studying at all. cant wait for vesak day to come so got class outing. boring sia. i better go read those library books i borrowed xD cya!

2006-05-03T20:29:00.000+08:00

okaes. i have been tagged by beany for the twenty pple thingy lol. haha shall do it in this post. anw today physics test i noe how to do =D yay. maths test every1 like self jack themselves lol.. best la i differentiate 7t^7 get 7t^6 sia. =.=||| all in a days work. hmmm today passed quite fast. got a new song for my drumming today woots. its called "all right now", just one of those 80s or 90s songs ba. same as the previous one i got. hopefully in due time i get some modern song haha, coz i heard some pple playing green day songs in other studios. and all-american rejects rock, esp the song dance inside ^^ its nice go try and listen.
ok now for the thingy.

Name 20 people you can think of right now at the top of your head. Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 people. At the end tag at least 5 people.

1. Jeslyn
2. Zhang Rui
3.XuanAng
4.Beany
5.Chun
6.Anqing
7.Angie
8.Glen
9.Zhuyan
10.Boonkiat
11.SeanZhong
12.Ethel
13.Trixia
14.Lingqing
15.Xiankai
16.Manpreet
17.Kenneth (koolketh)
18.Weisong
19.Yuzhuo
20.Ngeekiang

1. How did you meet 14?
my classmate now in S06C =D

2. What would you do if you've never met 1?
i would be quite sad i guess haha..

3. What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?
wa seh! NK and zhuyan? later chenhui angry.. but if they dated then all the best lo...

4. Did you ever like 19?
eh i not gay. yea i like him as a fren =D

5. Would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
haha.. anqing and kenneth! the 2 fast runners.. i think they wud make a good couple..dunno..

6. Describe 3.
hes my bestest friend =D we are da 1337 r0xx0rs ^^

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
LOL glen. haha dam attractive la.. more handsome than his bro xD

8. Tell me something about 7.
angie? haha she likes "the click five" just like me hohoho

9. Do you know any of 12's family?
erm dunno haha.. track friend nia.

10. What's 8's favourite?
glen's fav is.. crapping with us in class? xD

11. What would you do when 18 confesses that he/she likes you?
i believe weibong is not gay. and neither am i. but if he confesses im gonna be stunned la dey.

12. What language(s) does 15 speak?
lol. hmm english and chinese lo.

13. Who is 9 going out with?
she go out with chenhui. sure have one xD

14. How old is 16 now?
17.

15. When was the last time you talked to 13?
today at training! haha..

16. What is 2's favourite band/singer?
hmm i dun think he has.

17. Would you ever date 4?
lol.. dunno.

18. Would you ever date 7?
omg? erm dunno.. lol..

19. Is 15 single?
nope attached =D

20. What's 10's last name?
Lee. hoho. i think.

21. Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
LOL? nope.

22. What school does 3 go to?
RJC =]

23. Where does 6 live?
erm ahhhhh i forgot. er.. oh in serangoon. rmb liao xD

24. What's fav thing about 5?
haha his laughter rocks! and hes very nice guy also ^^

ok i tag.. manpreet, aikkwan, anna, marcus, shenglin =D

dun get angry with me arh. xD

2006-05-01T20:43:00.000+08:00

w00ts. not that ready for the tests yet, but almost ready =D and sry trixia haven link u i go link now =X haha and just dled guitar pro trying it out for the drum tabs lol. was bored like mad on saturday coz not allowed to use com the whole day, then only on sunday night, which is yesterday night, then i was allowed to use the com. =.=

i tink. after this week, or at least after wednesday, studies would take a much lesser toll on us, anyway i dun think there would be any tests anymore after wed except econs, or maybe there will be chem too lol. but gp common tests in wk 10. bleah.

and i wonder how mr seem would react to me suddenly popping up for training on wed. cant go tmr either need to go home and study for tests. haiz. life is so screwed up. but then there are parts that are not screwed up at all. lol.. anw see u all in sch tmr =)

2006-04-25T23:08:00.000+08:00

sian diao. these days every1 complaining abt sch. first time ive seen this. but not surprising. these days every1 keep talking abt chem spa. at least mine over already, just took it today. it was quite easy la, all the things that we did b4 lo. just care ur dp, sf and stuff.

was thinking aloud at home just now abt what to do for PI, and lol my mom and dad actually came up with a few ideas, but whether they are good or not is another thing. my mom said write abt army lol, my dad said write abt why sg no nuclear power plant and all those abit of the more geog side thing haha. maybe i'll consider, but not tonight. lol.

really in some confused state these days, need to take care of both tests and cca stuff, yet to tell my coach abt my condition and that i'll be training alone first as i do weights only, later i tell him he complain this and that again. my coach bu hao re, scared he angry then temper me, then i gg liao.

they always say ren yi shi, hai kuo tian kong. hopefully all these troubles will tide away, and thereby come erm.. lesser troubles? actually i dun want any at all but i figured quite impossible to have none? i have so many things to wry abt already, its really getting on my nerves. but what the heck life goes on so i'll carry on too. stuck in me, and i get stuck again. but i'll get out of it though.

sometimes courage comes in many forms? hmm. oh well. being fed up with life isnt the way to go. anw see ya all in sch its late le haha xD

2006-04-24T22:49:00.000+08:00

whoa. so long nvr blog o.o
sian diao tmr got chem spa!@#$%. so nervous. like 'a' lvl stuff ok! cannot be not nervous. hopefully i do well tmr. iw ant to do well haha. these days school life is siandiao until every1 is complaining. not very surprising. but in fact i think its the first year every1 complaining school year is boring i suppose.
i wonder if its supposed to be more fun. since for for us RI guys its a change of environment. hmmsies.

today physics mock spa was ANYHOW. every1 complaining, and most of us got a curve for line of best fit. including me xD but then we still drew a line lo. some of us were complaining how screwed up the ruler thing was. the setting up was so tedious la, and i careless until need to take another 4 more strings. lucky they got enough strings. then when we first stepped in and saw that invigilator again ang was likie "its him again!" and glen was like "walao its that ****** again". LOL. dam funny. sian la most of us din finish the spa today. but i think we will do alright when the real spa comes.

sometimes things dun go as well as we want it i suppose, sometimes we want things to happen but they dont, and that can happen in many many many different aspects. haiz. oh well. cya all in sch.

2006-04-19T23:07:00.000+08:00

WOOT! guitar concert was sooooooooooo nice. (: and yuzhuo played very well indeeeeed. nice one! =] i want him to teach me to play radical dreamers, so nice! haha.. firstly it was the senior ensemble up first, played a few classical songs, and shouts were already coming from the audience like " go yuzhuo!" or "go jeremy!" other pple were shouting too, and it was a nice atmosphere. after that came the junior ensemble, which is basically the j1s la.. haha zhuyan was among them then we shouted for her also. butbutbut. nicest performance was by hanloong and the other 2 guys(i dunno their names.) haha they played superman and a rock and roll version of "mary had a little lamb". LOL dam funny and nice also, original composition i suppose? not sure.. but anyway it was very entertaining.

It was my first time going into the PAC as audience to sit down and listen to a concert, and i think the atmosphere is quite nice. the mics were very sensitive so can hear all the different parts of the music that were played in the different songs. haha at the end we shouted "go chun!" lol dam funny he just waved from the stage hahaha.. without chun i think the raffles rock lead singer cant sing liao lo. she cant figure out whats wrong with the mic, chun just went there and switched it on O.O and i think chun very nice every song also help them make the mics haha. ns. zhuyan had make-up on wor! chenhui shud have went, then see how nice she looked =P anyway we took picture with her and YZ so haha chenhui can see xD

okies late at night liao got to go le. cya guys in sch tmr (:

2006-04-16T16:38:00.000+08:00

class outing was fun (: too bad ang couldnt go. this time it was the most pple one liao. but dunno why at last jianzhi they all nvr come. nvm next time then. haiz these days im like quite loathing arnd nth to do. everyday first thing in the morning my dad will say "go study"
z. i do study. but sometimes i really wonder if the info gets into my brain. whenever i mug i will like stare at the paper and then suddenly just think of other things.
bah decided not to feel sian or down or whatever in life anymore. just do what i want. but first. must study. haha.. dont want to fail the physics test again. now is a chance to show my dad. ohwell. see u all in sch (:

sometimes u just want to do sth so badly, but ur body just cant seem to move.

2006-04-12T15:45:00.000+08:00

double you tee eff!!! while i was jumping high jump i knee-ed myself in the teeth, the teeth got pushed back in straight so yesterday night the braces acted like retainers. if u noe wad i mean. now my upper jaw bone has a crack.. and the tooth may die also. my dad says no more jumping for me. maybe until i recover fully? which is in abt 2 and a half months. wtf. now i feel really stupid cuz i caused this myself. but no choice. may even have to quit track. coz if i go back to throws it will be quite anyhow. or maybe i can do long jump.

maybe i shudnt feel so dead on life. just realized how to claw and jump properly yesterday when this happened. but heck la. accidents do happen. now i think i'll just concentrate on whats ahead. and i studied physics on the MRT lol! coz i noe i reach home sure use com. like now. haha. yay at least i studied just now. revised the whole chapter of dynamics heehee xD

k i shall go dota a little now. and hopefully RJ waterpolo gets champion! =]

2006-04-07T23:42:00.000+08:00

end of wk 3. lol this week first week of new timetable. its quite okay i guess. could get used to this. 1142pm at night and im blogging lol. slept like 4 hours just now. then now nid to mug. otherwise tmr after opening ceremony we going out to play then i nvr mug again. haiz.
chem teacher says i need practice. competition coming up i nid train also. other subjects also need to study. i think lagman was right when he asid these 2 years would probably be the most hectic school days of our lives. but so many ppl went thru with it so i guess i can too. its not easy, but i'll try.
sometimes its just so hard to be what u want, u tend to go sideways and end up being what u dun want, or maybe something even better. depends i guess. not sure how it works but i think if i really work hard now, think i can do well.
my friends are quite stressed i think. talking to them on msn they all tell me its stressful. some tell me always try to get a good break once in a while. i think im having too many breaks or sth. think i'll spend less from now on. glen was asking whether our class was a bit dead today when we were at s11. hmm all of us said a little bit, but i think no choice, since all the work is piling on, still got tests summore.
i nvr really chiong for studies b4, except last year end, maybe thats why last year my results not bad. now i feel as if im not trying hard at all. dont know whats happening to me. these days nothing feels good. maybe striving hard for a good life is what i shall do, or maybe thats what ive always been doing but not succeeding? not sure. i'll work hard anw.

lol i think this post quite boring haha. sian! tmr after opening ceremony lets have fun! xD

2006-04-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

timetable changed for my class le. now our mondays end at 4. we got 1 more break from 12 to 1. and thursdays end at 3.30 =.= oh well we got our short friday as wanted. but then so many mroe thigns came in. we just wanted to switch lab period lol.

ah well went for h3 econs lecture todae. lagman was talking. then another teacher called mr. selvan i think came up to speak. his speech no need to use mic haha.. voice loud enough i guess. he was much more interesting than lagman lol.

i think these days really very boring. in sch glen and i were talking and we were wondering how come JC life more boring than sec school life. after a bit of discussion we realized it may be because we dont have a classroom to call our own anymore? i was thinking maybe thats the case la but i not sure. haiz.

maybe life would change if i had a drumset at home xD or maybe something much more fruitful will help. something worthwhile.

2006-04-02T18:26:00.000+08:00

whee. class outing was fun. haha. pooled and arcaded and x-squared. i think the next class outing wont be anytime soon, so i guess better make use of this time to study =S i think many of us need to mug also =.= mugging is boring. life these days really feel like lan diao.

was thinking what shud i do in RJC these few days. coz mugging only cant surely be the way to a good JC life. now my dad they all also dun want me to play that much, use com also must have proper reason. haiz

oh well now jus make the best out of my life loh. i want to mug but also cant get down to mugging. hopefully i do some work tonight. =)